missing,” I bit out. “I should probably add that I don’t exactly love hearing about guys who’ve touched you before me.”
Lex paused, then his mouth brushed over mine. He pulled me down enough that he could whisper, “Nobody’s touched me before you, Gideon,” in my ear. While he’d meant the words figuratively, the impact they had on me had my next words coming out very, very literal.
“Nobody but me touches you ever again, do you hear me?”
“Yours,” Lex breathed, then he was kissing me passionately. I used my body to maneuver him back down onto the bed.
“I want you like this,” I growled. “I want to see you when you come.”
Lex moaned and then he was lifting his legs so he could wrap them around my hips. I knew it probably would have been easier to prep him if I’d been sitting up, but I had no desire to stop kissing him, so I slid my hand down and sought out his crease. I undoubtedly made a mess with the lube as I felt for his hole, but I had a whole bottle. I’d use the entire fucking thing if it meant I wouldn’t have to take my mouth off his.
As I began probing his entrance, Lex tensed up a bit. It made me wonder if he was used to guys just shoving their fingers, or worse, their dicks, into him. I kept kissing him until he let out a little breath and relaxed again. As hard as my cock was, I was in no rush, so I took my time toying with him. Only when he moaned my name did I push my finger forward.
“Yes,” Lex whispered when the tip of my finger breached him. His muscles were impossibly tight, so I just held there until I felt them relax a bit. It was a drawn-out process of give and take but once my finger was completely inside of him, I was sure I’d blow a gasket.
He was so damn hot and tight around my finger that I had no clue how I’d survive that kind of pressure on my dick. And the whimpers that were falling from his throat…
“Jesus, Lex,” I groaned. I’d finally stopped kissing him but only because I was having so much trouble catching my breath. Fortunately, my instincts seemed to have taken over and I began moving my finger in and out of him at an agonizingly slow rate.
“God, yes, Gideon, just like that!” Lex called. His eyes were closed and his head was thrown back. I took advantage of his exposed neck and swiped my tongue over his Adam’s apple… the one that had tormented me for so long.
“No more,” Lex said as I began pumping my finger faster. “You’ll make me come… can you…”
“Can I what, sweetheart?” I asked when his words fell off.
“Add more lube and, ahhh, another finger,” he managed to get out.
I eased my finger out of him and quickly added more lube to it and the one next to it before returning it to his entrance. Two fingers took more time than one and there was no mistaking that the added pressure caused Lex at least some discomfort.
“Lex—”
“It’s okay, Gideon. Just keep going,” Lex reassured me. He had his eyes open again but the pupils were blown. Whatever pain he was experiencing, it was clearly accompanied by pleasure too.
By the time I had two fingers sliding easily in and out of him, a fine sheen of sweat had broken out over the both of us and my whole body felt like it was going to burn up with need.
“Do you need more?” I asked.
Lex shook his head frantically. “Give me the condom,” he ordered. I fished around for it on the bed and then handed it to him. He opened the packet in record time and then he was reaching between our bodies. I still had my fingers inside of him, so I rolled us onto our sides to give him better access. I gritted my teeth as soon as his fingers touched me, but thankfully, Lex didn’t linger. “Lube,” he bit out.
If I hadn’t been ready to go off like a rocket, I would have teased him about the orders he was now so easily throwing at me.
“Behind you,” I grated out. I still had my fingers inside of him and, admittedly, didn’t want to remove them just yet.
Lex fumbled for the bottle and then he was squirting some of the liquid on his palm. When his