sweetheart. I’m pullin’ that goddamned monster out of you. Show me. Show me what I fuckin’ wanna see.”
I reach up and wrap my hand around her throat quickly. She startles a little before she completely loses control. She fights me. I wasn’t aware of the strength she had until she slams her fist into my ribs. Of course it’s not a fair fight. I’m much bigger than her, but I love the way she reacts. That beast of hers is showing its ugly red eyes right now and that fire in her burns deep.
“I don’t want this. Get the fuck off of me!” She screams as her fists continue to pound against me.
My hand loosens around her throat and she uses that to her advantage. She moves quickly, much quicker than me. In seconds she has the knife from the back of my jeans in her hand and has it plunged into my side. I roar as the pain shoots through my body. She moves back. Her eyes are narrowed to slits as she plans out her next move.
“Do it,” I taunt her.
She looks at me and smirks when those gorgeous red lips of her part.
“You asked for this.”
She comes at me again but this time I’m ready for her. She lunges for me, but I move in time. She circles around and tries again, but I grab her around the waist. She screams, snarls, and hisses. I lift her into my arms and slam her roughly onto the bed. I pull the knife from her hands. The door flies open, but I’m still too fucked up in the head to listen to whoever it is that’s yelling right now. I position the knife to her throat as my body pins hers down. Her chest is heaving with every breath she takes.
“What the fuck Monster?”
I glance over this time and see Viking and Grinder along with a few prospects standing there watching the scene as it unfolds.
“Get the fuck out of here!”
“What in the hell is goin’ on here brother? You kill that girl and we’ve got problems,” Viking adds.
“Get the fuck out!”
This time they actually do leave. They even close the door behind them. When I look back down Kyza is on fire.
“You made a mistake,” she hisses between her clenched teeth.
“Did I?” I ask cocking my head to the side.
I toss the knife to the floor and move quickly, standing up and yank my jeans off. Kyza leaps from the bed. She’s near the door when I catch her.
“You going to rape me too?” I chuckle under my breath and toss her back onto the bed.
“Didn’t rape you before did I?”
I shove her down, but she rolls over onto her back. She peers up at me. I can see anger, fear, and lust all mixing as one in her eyes.
“You can’t do this to me,” she says softer this time.
I climb on the bed and force her thighs open. I settle in before I grab the fabric of her panties and rip them from her body. She gasps, but doesn’t say another word, at least until I plunge inside of her.
Chapter 12
Kyza
Each thrust is more powerful than the last. Each grunt grows louder. Each time he looks at me I can feel myself climbing a little more. I’ve kept my shield in place for years. Years. And here he is ripping it to shreds with his bare hands. Why is he doing this to me? Why am I letting him do this to me?
“Now you know what it feels like to fuck a Monster,” he growls before thrusting even harder.
Each sweet bite of pain clears a little more of the fog from my memories. Each dirty word he speaks brings it all back to the surface.
“You bastard,” I cry and try to push him off of me.
He doesn’t stop and I don’t really want him to. I’m confused. I’m scared and I’m afraid that once I fall apart I won’t be able to pick up the pieces and make myself whole again.
“Say it again,” he growls as he lifts my legs so that he can get even deeper inside of me. His body is solid and I want to grab on and never let go. That isn’t my realty though.
My body bounces with each thrust and so do the memories. Each one shifts and plays out over and over in my head.
So much blood.
All the tears.
So many lies.
It hurts so fucking badly.
“I hate you. I hate what you