rocked.
I dropped my hands from her cheeks and slid them to her ass. I squeezed and with a shove to my feet, I stood. She dug her heels into my lower back while I moved. Once I was at the bed, I crawled up on a knee, and then another until her head would land on the pillow before letting her go. The entire time, she clung to me, kissed me like she’d never been kissed before and would never be kissed again.
She kissed me in a way that told me all I needed to know even if she hadn’t said the words. This girl loved me with a passion and depth so fierce she’d fight to the death to keep me.
Pieces, hesitancies I’d been holding back chipped away like a rocket heading into outer space, burning into the atmosphere as it fell back to Earth. All those concerns and worries I lived with. All those wretched goodbyes I’d had to say.
Lilly wouldn’t leave me. Not until we’d both fully lived and could leave each other in peace.
“Fuck.” I pulled back, gasping at the overwhelming emotions pummeling my blood and veins with tenacity.
“What?”
Her hands slid to my cheek. My neck. Down my arms until she found the hem of my shirt and began lifting.
“Sometimes your strength surprises the hell out of me.”
Her hands froze, and her lips parted in shock at my outburst. “Yeah?”
Did she still doubt what I saw in her? “Of course.”
I went to brush my hand to her cheek, shove it back to her hair and kiss her again but as I did, she arched her hips, shifted the weight of her legs and I went rolling, grabbing her with me until I was on my back and she was once against astride me.
“That is definitely some nice strength you have there,” I murmured, right before she leaned down and teased me with a kiss.
“Every time we’re together, you’re the one who gets to take his time. Tonight, it’s my turn.”
Well, shit. I let go of her hips and tossed my arms out to the side. “Then have at it, sweetheart.”
Her grin wobbled right before her gaze dropped to my stomach, trailed up to my chest. Her cheeks flushed and her beautiful eyes glazed over. It was possible her freckles popped more brightly from the flush of her cheeks.
And then she moved. She flung my shirt behind her, uncaring where it landed, possibly because she was already bending down to trail her lips and tongue over the curves of my pecs.
For as hardened as she was in some ways, she was so innocent in this. And yet as she learned my body and undressed me completely, I let her have her way with me, tasting and teasing in all the right areas. By the time she finally took me in her mouth, I was holding back with the need to blow straight into it.
My hand tangled in her hair, holding it back and giving me a view of her mouth wrapped around me. Her eyes were on me, watching every reaction she pulled from me as one of her hands slid up and down my length and her mouth sucked me as deep as she could.
“I’m gonna come,” I groaned, and as soon as I gave her that warning, she took me deep one more time and swirled her tongue around the head. Right as I started coming, she pulled back, took me in both of her hands while I came all over my chest, my stomach, all over her hands.
“Was that okay?”
I had cum drying to my stomach and she wiped her sticky hands all over me to clean herself off. It shouldn’t have been funny. But my heart was a thunderstorm against my chest. Instead, all I could do is shove my head into my pillow and roar out a laugh.
“I take it that’s a yes?”
“Yes, Lilly. That was better than okay. That was perfect.”
Her grin softened and grew confident. It wasn’t often I found myself fully naked with a fully dressed woman on top of me, looking at me like I was the best award she’d ever won.
Which was good. I felt the same way about her.
“Let me go clean up,” I said.
“I can go.” She moved to climb off me and then the bed, but I stopped her, gripping her hips firmly. “Oh no. The only place you’re going is getting undressed because when I get back I have plans for you.”
That time,