in.”
“It’s locked; they won’t.”
“Still —”
“Just shut your busy brain for a second,” he cuts me off, sighing. “Close your eyes and sleep.”
“You think it’s that easy?”
“It is. I’ll give you pointers to sleep better.”
“Pointers?”
“Actually it’s one. Dream of me.”
I groan as I place my hand on his chest. Now that he’s put the idea in my head, I’m so sure I will.
“I hate you,” I tell him.
He smiles as his lips brush against my temple and stay there. “Not as much as you want me, Butterfly.”
21
Cole
As much as Silver acts like a bitch or directs all her maliciousness towards me, she sleeps like an angel.
Literally like one.
She snuggles to my side, her nails digging into my T-shirt. I inwardly groan at the memory of her dragging them down my back. She thinks she was hurting me, when in fact, she was proving how territorial she actually is about me.
Did she really think I wouldn’t notice she was leaving those marks so all the female population would see them? She was basically marking her territory.
Silver might be more low-key about her possessiveness, but it’s lurking in the background, waiting to be unleashed on the world.
Her long lashes flutter on her cheeks and her lips part the slightest bit, wishing for my fingers inside them.
The loose T-shirt slides down her cleavage, outlining the pale flesh of her tit and there’s a hint of her rosy nipple that’s begging for my fucking mouth on it.
I slowly pull the shirt up to hide it. My dick protests, but he needs to wait. Silver might sleep like an angel, but she’s a light sleeper. If I touch her, she’ll wake up, and I know I won’t stop if I start touching her. I have to take care of something else first.
Of course, I haven’t slept. One, she’s too distracting, moulding to my side like this. Two, this is one of the rarest chances I’ll get to take care of unfinished business.
I could’ve done it in the car earlier after I made Aiden drive us while I held her in the back seat, but I was too focused on her well-being to think of anything else.
Aiden was right — I took it too far. But that’s the thing about Silver, it’s clear that I have no brakes when it comes to her.
That’s not good.
Control is everything I have. I command situations and people before the action even plays out. I’m a director, but my sets are real and my actors are actual people.
However, when Silver showed up dressed like a fucking fantasy at my room in Ronan’s house, and not only kicked out Jennifer but also took her place, I lost all common sense.
After the last text I sent her, I suspected she’d follow; I never thought she’d be that direct about it. I never thought she’d actually let me tie her down and gag her and blindfold her. Or that she’d enjoy it the way she did.
Then she pissed me off by refusing to admit she wanted it and I lost track.
I can’t do that.
I need a remote control when I’m with her. Or that’s what I told myself. Then I found myself sneaking into her room again.
It was a bit easier when I didn’t have her. Now that she’s mine, I can’t stay away. Not touching her has become equivalent to physical torture.
And now, I need to know what’s bothering her. No one fucks with her.
Or at least, no one but me.
Moving slowly, I retrieve her phone from the nightstand and use her forefinger’s print to unlock it.
She mumbles something, but then her breathing evens out again.
Her wallpaper is a picture of the four of us from the wedding. She’s hugging Sebastian’s waist and I’m standing beside Mum.
I grind my teeth.
I know what she’s doing. She’s reminding herself every second of the day that the world sees us as siblings — even if she doesn’t.
We’ll see about that, my Butterfly.
I open her gallery and scroll through her recent photos. They’re mostly a few selfies she took with Summer and Veronica on their way to Ronan’s party.
Then I find a picture that makes me stop and click it.
It’s a shot of her out of the shower, wearing a towel, her wet blonde hair falling on either side of her. It’s a selfie, but her entire face isn’t visible — only from the nose down.
She’s trapping her lower lip under her teeth. Her towel is slightly loose around her tits to show the hickey — the