every once in a while I’ll say something and Morgan gets this expression…it’s something he might look forward to?”
I had mental flashbacks to a housekeeper who seemed to have a thing for smacking me with her wooden spoon until she was fired for stealing from my mother.
I couldn’t imagine enjoying that.
Destin must have seen something in my face because he reached over and took my hand. “I like it. Honestly. The pain translates to something wonderful in my head and makes me feel horny and loved all at the same time.”
“Really?” He’d been excited about it when he’d been planning out all the kinks he wanted to try, but it’d been incomprehensible to me.
“Yes.” He leaned back into Ray’s arms. “From the conversations I’ve had with Morgan, I think he’s curious about it, but I think that he’s worried about pushing you too far. Like getting aroused or making you uncomfortable because of the physical intimacy involved.”
“It doesn’t have to lead to sex, but for a lot of subs, it can lead to arousal responses.” Ray gave me a faint smile that said he knew it would be a big change for us. “You guys have to figure out what you’re comfortable with and how far you’re willing to go to comfort him after the spanking.”
“Aftercare.” He gave me a nod and his smile turned to something closer to pride.
“Yes. He’s probably going to feel very vulnerable and emotional and he’s going to need you to be right there for him and to show him that it didn’t change anything about your relationship…anything bad.” He chuckled. “You know what I mean.”
Nodding, I made a vague gesture toward him and Destin. “Anything negative. It’s bound to change some things, but what you’re saying is that it doesn’t have to be bad.”
As Ray nodded, I thought about my relationship with Morgan. “We’re going to have several topics to talk about fairly soon.”
“Morgan is quiet, but he’s not too quiet. I think he’ll bring it up soon if you don’t.” Destin’s smile didn’t seem to indicate that he was hiding something, but with him, it was always best to check.
“Is there something you know that I don’t?” I raised one eyebrow as he giggled.
Ray nudged him, making him even more tickled that I thought he was hiding something. “No, I’m not keeping secrets. But I would if he asked me because you don’t want me telling stuff I’m not supposed to.”
That rule was going to end up driving me insane.
“But there’s nothing to tell anyway, correct?” My question had him grinning, but he nodded.
“Correct. I think that he knows what he wants, but it takes him a while to say something about it.” Destin’s beaming smile said he was enjoying being the center of attention, but his words had a ring of truth in them.
Reaching out with his foot to poke me as a showing of support, his smile widened even more. “From what he said about his previous issue, he spoke up when he made up his mind, so I have to assume he would do the same with you. Just in this case, it’s about sexy happy things and not asshole roommates.”
“I’m not sure about the sexy part of that, but happy I can support wholeheartedly.” As Ace sometimes pointed out in his relationship, it wasn’t so much the touching-Morgan part I had an issue with. I just wasn’t sure how I fit in with the sexy dynamics Destin and probably Morgan were imagining.
Destin gave a shrug, like he wasn’t worried about that part at all. “Start small and work your way up. This isn’t a hookup, so no one is expecting you to have sex on what will basically be your first date.”
Such easy advice, but I just didn’t know how to implement it.
“What were you considering as a good place to start with increasing your intimacy?” Ray asked the question hesitantly, but it wasn’t hard to answer…planning was my strong suit.
“A bath.” I’d thought of this before, so going through my logic was simple. “Intimate but not overly sexual when he’s little no matter how he responds to my touch. Bubbles will give him some extra modesty if he’s uncomfortable, and if not, he’ll enjoy them when he’s little. Undressing him and then dressing him after will provide additional tactile stimulation.”
Hopefully without making either of us overtly uncomfortable.
“Bubbles.” Destin’s excited response had Ray chuckling.
But Ray quickly focused back on me, still smiling. “As you can see, it has the