when he was forced to let go of Alex’s cock, which made Alex smile. The hunger in Noah’s eyes was intoxicating, making the blood in Alex’s veins feel like it had been replaced by lava.
He fisted his cock and tapped it against Noah’s lips. “Open,” he commanded hoarsely. Noah’s lips parted and Alex groaned as he slid inside. “Fuuuuck!” he panted as his cock moved over Noah’s tongue, further into his mouth until there was nothing but wetness and heat surrounding him. It was incredible and unbearably intimate, exhilarating and scary as fuck. Noah’s fingertips sank into Alex’s thighs, and he kept his gaze locked on Alex.
Noah hollowed his cheeks as he sucked Alex, gagging when he took more in than he could handle, but he didn’t let himself be deterred. His hot tongue laved over the tip of Alex’s cock. Noah’s hands moved to Alex’s ass, urging him on as he kept sucking and bobbing his head up and down as much as he could. Alex could feel Noah’s abdominal muscles flex underneath him as the man moved. He pushed his own hand back and took hold of Noah’s cock, jacking him off while Noah was blowing him. Noah hummed around Alex’s dick, the vibration making Alex buck up, forcing his dick further into Noah’s mouth, gagging him again.
“Sorry,” Alex mumbled as he petted Noah’s face and hair in a clumsy apology, but Noah just kept going.
It took everything in Alex not to pump himself into Noah’s mouth with abandon. Beads of sweat were running down his temple as he tried to hold back, to achieve some resemblance of control.
But Noah was too good, so in a couple of minutes, Alex couldn’t hold still any longer. Alex leaned forward and placed his palms on the headboard to keep himself in balance. Gun to his head, he couldn’t keep himself from moving, so the least he could do was keep his thrusts shallow. Noah looked up into Alex’s eyes with a blissed-out expression on his face, like Alex’s cock was the best thing he’d ever tasted in his life.
The tip of Noah’s fingers moved from Alex’s ass to the crack and then slid down to his hole. The tip of a forefinger pressed against Alex until the muscle gave and it slid in.
At the same time, Noah pressed the tip of his tongue against the slit of Alex’s dick, and Alex’s whole body jerked. He tried to pull out. “Gonna come,” he gasped in warning, but Noah’s hands on Alex’s ass kept Alex from moving.
And Alex let go. With a shout, he came into Noah’s mouth.
Nothing had ever compared to this moment. Watching Noah swallow. Knowing that it was his cum Noah was greedily licking off his lips. And Alex was far from done. He wanted everything. All of Noah. Right then and there. He was not going to risk losing out on anything. Not anymore. This moment of insanity was bound to end when the night was over, so Alex was going to take everything he could from Noah.
Fuck tomorrow. Tonight I’ll live in the moment.
Alex pushed himself up and went to retrieve his wallet. He pulled out a couple of condoms and threw them on the bed. Next, he went and rummaged through the first drawer of Noah’s nightstand. He located the bottle of lube in the back of the drawer.
Noah was eyeing him from the bed with an amused expression. “Big plans?” he asked with a slightly scratchy voice.
Alex climbed back on Noah, once again straddling the other man. “I like to be fucked right after I’ve come,” he said. “You in?”
There was a moment where Alex swore he could see sadness in Noah’s gaze, but then Noah snorted. “As in literally? Not right now, no.”
Alex cocked his head to the side with a cocky smile. “But you want to be, don’t you?” he asked as he clicked the cap open and dribbled a liberal amount of lube on his fingers.
Noah bit his lip and swallowed hard. “I don’t know how,” he croaked and closed his eyes.
He looked so torn that all Alex wanted to do was hold him. And that was exactly why Alex should have stayed the hell away from Noah. They had too much between them. Too many emotions and feelings. Too much hurt. Too many complications. How could Alex have ever thought it would be possible to have Noah for just one night without their history getting in the way?
“You’re the only one