punishment, treasure,” I say with a calmness I don’t feel.
“Thank you, sir,” she whimpers, struggling to stay still as I rub her swollen clit and pull on her nipple until it slips from my grip.
The need to punish her pussy and command her body is riding me hard, my thick cock pushing against my zipper as I watch her glistening sex clench around nothing.
I don’t know what to do. We both want this, I know that much. But I don’t know if it’s detrimental to what we’re working toward.
She can see my hesitation and her soft eyes flicker with self-doubt. I hate it. I won’t allow it. My shortcomings won’t cause her pain.
“Is this what you want, treasure?” I ask her in a hard voice, shoving my pants down and stroking my dick. I push her back down and she gasps. Her breathing is coming in ragged pants as she hesitantly looks back at me.
I line my dick up with her hot opening and slam into her. Her tight walls force a rough grunt from my lips as I pound into her mercilessly over and over again.
I push her face down into the cushions and fuck her at an angle that goes deeper than I ever have before. The sofa muffles her screams as I drill into her tight cunt, throwing my head back and groaning at how fucking good she feels.
My toes curl into the carpet as I thrust my hips harder and harder. The sofa shudders each time, and I have to lean forward to keep the heavy furniture from moving too much. Her hips dig into the sofa and her toes come off the floor as I lose control, slamming recklessly into her, loving how her nails scratch against the leather sofa.
Her body tenses and I know she’s close, and that’s when I lose focus. Thinking about her. About her pleasure. About her pain. I try to shake the thoughts away, rutting between her legs with a primal need, but I can’t shut them out.
Her pussy spasms on my dick and she feels so fucking good, but my mind is racing with the knowledge of why she’s just gotten off. Her past and her struggles corrupt every bit of pleasure in my being as she screams out my name.
I can’t. I can’t get off on this.
I pull away from her, still hard and slipping out, letting her fall limp and sated on the couch, her orgasm still running through her body and making her thighs tremble. She pulls her knees into her chest and tries to calm her breathing as I walk away.
I breathe in deep, running my hand over my face and trying to think. My head is fucked up, and I feel lost. I question taking her like that.
I pace the floor, not knowing how to handle what I’ve just done. I don’t know what’s best for her.
The moment she realizes I’m still hard and that I’m not able to cum this way, not knowing why she needs this, her face crumples and she covers her mouth as she’s wracked with sobs.
“Treasure,” I whisper her name, my heart sinking into my hollow chest. She shakes her head and tries to push me away.
“You don’t want me,” she says.
I grip her chin firmly and wait for her to look me in the eyes. “I want you. Don’t you ever think or say anything differently.”
She swallows the lump in her throat. “You couldn’t cum,” she says just above a murmur.
I don’t know how to answer her. “You don’t want me like that anymore.”
“I fucking love you like that. I love fucking you raw and hard and forcing your pleasure.” Her bright eyes finally meet mine again. “Don’t think that I don’t. I want you every way I can have you. I just… couldn’t, knowing.”
Her eyes fall, and I hate that I did this to her. I wish I was a stronger man. I wish I had all the answers.
I hook her chin with my finger and bring her lips to mine for a sweet, chaste kiss. But she doesn’t return it. Her lips are hard, and her heart’s not in it.
“I want you, treasure. I still want you.” She needs to believe me. I had a single moment of weakness and doubt. I shouldn’t have. But I did.
I brush her tears away with the rough pad of my thumb, hating that I hurt her this way. I can see the regret in her eyes as she takes