place his thumb on my tongue. “Suck,” he commands me.
I do as he says, gently sucking on his thumb exactly how he wants me to. As if it’s his cock. I don’t close my eyes at first. I watch him and his reaction as I do what I’m told.
A soft groan escapes his lips and he closes his eyes briefly. When he opens them, he pulls his thumb from between my lips, leaving me wanting more, and asks softly, “Would you like to please me?”
Slowly, I nod my head, my clit throbbing. “Yes,” I say, my voice barely above a whisper. Maybe I’m weak, but I desperately want to please him.
“I won’t allow it,” Zander says in his deep voice. My body freezes until he adds, “Not until you’ve made yourself cum.”
I nod my head and take a step backward, the backs of my knees hitting the mattress. I haven’t touched myself in… in over a year. I wasn’t allowed.
Anxiety mixes with desire as I fall back on my bed and scoot myself back with my knees bent upward. Every move is deliberate and my eyes stay on Zander's, making sure that he’s pleased with everything.
His breathing comes in heavier as he watches me. Zander grabs my desk chair, placing it in front of the bed. His eyes never leave me as he sits down, spreading his legs out wide. I can’t help but notice the huge bulge pressing against his dark dress pants, straining to get out.
“Lift up your gown,” Zander commands, his voice heavy. Husky. “Panties off.”
I do as he says, pulling my gown all the way up to my upper stomach and push my underwear off. My fingers tremble as they push against my legs. Zander inhales sharply at the sight of me. I wait for him to touch himself, but he doesn’t. His hands stay on his thighs.
“Touch yourself,” he orders, his voice strained.
Slowly, I run my hand down my stomach and then between my legs. Right before I touch myself, I freeze, anxiety washing over me. I’m not allowed to. I haven’t been allowed in so long. But Danny is not my Master anymore. Still, it’s hard to move forward.
I look at Zander for guidance, fear keeping me from obeying. “I haven’t…” I look up at the ceiling before I continue. “I haven’t in a long time,” I admit.
Anger flashes in Zander's eyes. “You weren’t allowed to touch yourself?”
I shake my head. “No. Or cum without… pain.”
“You have my permission and that’s all you need,” Zander says, his voice tight. “Touch yourself.”
Taking a deep breath, I place the tips of my fingers on my throbbing clit and rub a small circle against it with just a touch of pressure. Warmth flows from my belly outward, running a fire through my body all the way up to my neck. A soft moan escapes my lips as my head lolls to the side, my eyes still on Zander, my Master.
“Good girl,” Zander groans.
I slowly move my hand up and down between my folds, and the touch is so foreign to me as my fingers spread the moisture back up to my clit.
“You’re gorgeous like this,” Zander says softly, the sexy tone of his deep voice causing my limbs to quiver. “You deserve this. Relax and just let go.”
Another sigh escapes my lips as I arch my back, lifting myself up with the tips of my toes, and rubbing myself in a circular motion, faster and harder.
“Yes,” Zander hisses.
His praise makes me want more. Keeping myself suspended and my back arched, the bed creaks as my ass sways, barely brushing against the bedding.
For a moment, I remember Natalie’s home and I’m scared that I might be making too much noise. The last thing I want is for her to hear, but I’m too far gone now to stop. And I don’t want to disobey him.
“Fuck,” Zander groans. “I’m so fucking hard for you.”
“Imagine my cock deep inside you,” Zander says, his voice filled with lust, “filling you up.”
I moan at his words, the fire raging hotter, rubbing myself faster, all the while staring into Zander’s eyes.
“I want you to cum for me,” Zander demands.
His command is my undoing. My back arches, the inferno inside of my stomach reaches a crescendo, sending shockwaves of pleasure all over my body. Wave after wave hits me and makes my neck arch, forcing me to look away from Zander. The room spins above me as waves of pleasure continue to radiate from