I'm not, and it just can’t.”
“So I’m just meant to sleep with you and accept that?”
“I can understand why you might not want to.” He nodded. “If you want to just end it all here, we can do that.”
“Is that what you want?”
“No.” He grabbed my hand. “I never want to let you go.”
“But you want me to leave.”
“I can’t always have what I want.” He shrugged. “I have a family to protect. I have people all over the world that are counting on me.”
“But what about me?”
“I want to love you, Savannah.” His tone was sad. “I wish I could love you and offer you a life.” He ran his finger down my neck. “I wish.”
“But you won’t tell me why you can’t?”
“No.” He shook his head.
“Fine.” I looked away from him. I didn’t even care what it was that he was hiding now. It just hurt me that he didn’t trust me enough to tell me. It broke me that he knew we had something special, but he didn’t want to give us a chance. He didn’t care about me enough to actually want something real with me.
“You’re sad.” His voice broke. “I didn’t want to make you sad.” He shifted closer to me and pulled me into his arms. “Don’t be mad at me.”
“I’m not mad at you.” I looked up into his eyes. “I just don’t understand what’s going on?”
“I know.” He held my face in his hands and he gazed at me with a passionate gaze. “She walks in beauty, like the night
Of cloudless climes and starry skies;
And all that’s best of dark and bright
Meet in her aspect and her eyes;
Thus mellowed to that tender light
Which heaven to gaudy day denies.” He recited a Lord Byron poem as he stared at me.
“When I look at you, I think of that poem.”
“I have to admit that I’m shocked you can recite Lord Byron.”
“She Walks In Beauty has always been one of my favorite poems.” His eyes never left mine. “And how appropriate to recite it to the most beautiful woman I’ve ever met.”
“Whatever.” I blushed, though I loved hearing him saying that. If I hadn’t known I loved him before, I surely did now.
“When I die, it will be your face I see before me.”
“Wade,” I shook my head and laughed. “You’re an idiot.”
“Am I?”
“Yes.” I said and then I stood up and pulled my dress off slowly. I loved the look of lust on his face as I stood there in my bra and panties. I unhooked my bra and let it fall to the ground and I watched his sharp intake of breath as my fingers fell to my panties and slowly pulled them off.
“You’re beautiful.” He groaned as he stared at my naked body. “I want you so badly, Savannah.”
“Then come and get me.” I smiled before I ran away from him and dived into the pool. The coolness of the water shocked my system as I swam, but I felt so alive as I finally came up for air. Seconds after I stood, I felt Wade behind me pulling me into his arms.
“I caught you.” He groaned as he kissed my lips and pressed his body into mine. I felt his cock twitching next to me and I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him back.
“You got those briefs off quickly.” I laughed as he pulled on my wet hair.
“I can move quickly if I need to.” He laughed as he swam me over to the side of the pool. He leaned back against the wall and ran his fingers down my naked breasts. I moaned as his hand slipped down and slipped between my legs. He rubbed my clit roughly and I moaned at the intense feeling that spread through me. The water made everything feel so much more sensual and I arched my head back as he touched me. He touched me as if he couldn’t get enough of me and I could feel my legs twitching in the water. Suddenly he pulled me back up to him and started kissing me. I kissed him back and reached my hand down to touch his penis. He groaned against my lips as I ran my fingers back and forth along the length of him. I pushed back and jumped down into the water, holding onto his torso as my lips found his cock. I took him into my mouth underwater and sucked on him as best as I could