it was perfectly ours. “I still want this,” I promise. “I still want you. Now come here.”
Kai dropped his towel and opened a foil package before slowly rolling the condom onto his shaft. I licked my lips as he climbed on the bed, then squealed in excitement as he playfully settled under the covers on top of me. “You warm?” he asked.
I wrapped my arms around his neck and parted my thighs. “Yes.”
“Are you comfortable?” he asked before pressing at my entrance. My breath hitched, and I could barely get out my answer.
“Definitely.”
“I’ll go slow,” he promised before tenderly, slowly, delicately entering me. I winced at the invasion. I felt completely full. My body adjusted to his slowly, and there was a stretching sensation that felt uncomfortable but satisfying.
“You okay?” he asked. I nodded, encouraging him to move. Kai was slow at first, surging in and out of me with intentional strides. I bucked with every thrust, and soon he grew more powerful with his movements. Harder. Faster. Our bodies moved together in tandem.
“You feel so good. I want to do this forever,” Kai said.
“Keep going. Don’t ever stop,” I pleaded through moans, making him chuckle. Kai had a massive cock, and every thrust had him bumping a sweet spot within me, and soon I could feel another orgasm building.
The heat between us was tangible. Kai kicked off his black comforter and pinched my nipple. I yanked him closer for a passionate kiss as he continued to fuck me. “I’m so close,” I whispered in his ear, encouraging him to turn frantic. I gripped the sheets as he moved in and out. And when I came, my entire body convulsed from the rush.
He watched in awe as I fell apart, then pumped a few more times before his own release. “Breeze,” he groaned as his entire body stiffened. I watched his mouth part as his muscles flexed. And when he collapsed on top of me, I giggled.
After a few steadying breaths, Kai rolled over and disappeared in the bathroom again. I found myself pouting at the cuddle session cut short, but then realized he probably wanted to get rid of the condom. When he returned with a warm washcloth, I bloomed with love for him. He cleaned me with gentle moves, lavishing me with compliments as he cared for me.
“You’re so beautiful, Little Whisper.”
“Your body is a gift I treasure.”
“Thank you for trusting me.”
We both held each other for a long while. I relished in the feel of our skin on skin. The comfort I had in his embrace. The peace in my soul.
But then something occurred to me at that moment. It was a dark thought that whispered through the haze of my happiness. I didn’t deserve this. I’d finally lost my virginity. It was a milestone I’d imagined often—one that Violet would tease me about. This wasn’t how I thought it would be, and all I wanted to do was tell my best friend about it, but I couldn’t.
I woke up before Kai did and snuggled deeper into the arm he had protectively wrapped around me. It was still raining, and I listened to the calming sound of the water droplets plunking off of the top of the bus. I smiled as I pressed my body against Kai’s hard body and found the rhythm of his slow, steady breathing. I was completely in love with this man, and for the first time in months, I was truly happy.
I rolled over as carefully as I could under the weight of his arm to face him. I stared at his dark hair, tattoos, and stubble dotting his face. He had looked so intimidating when I first met him, but now I knew that was just a facade. He looked so peaceful while he slept. He must have felt my eyes on him, because his own popped open.
“Good morning,” he said, bringing his lips to mine.
“Good morning. I wasn’t, um, staring…”
“It’s okay, Little Whisper. I like to watch you when you’re sleeping too. You look like an angel,” he said, cutting off my stammering denial. Kai stretched out his muscular arms and then brought them back around me, bringing me tight against his chest.
“As much as I want to stay in bed with you forever, you have to get to school. How about I make us some breakfast?” he asked, kissing my hair and releasing his hold on me. He pulled himself into a sitting position and looked down at me.
“God,