time we kissed. And I don’t desert her gaze. Not even as I slowly push inside her pussy.
She is so…fucking…tight.
Fuck.
The pressure is almost immediate. Wrapping around me in a vice. Her thighs tremble as I slowly slip in, our eyes still latched.
“You alright?” I whisper.
She nods, lips parted. She reaches for Akara’s hand, then mine.
It’s in the soft seconds of her breath. His. Mine. That I feel like this moment is transcendent. That there’s no going back after this. I thrust, but I don’t give her the full length, and still, an involuntary noise flies from her lips.
A cry.
A whimper.
Those noises are gonna fuck me up. Holy hell, are they like a drug. I want to hear more. I rock against her in a slow, hungered movement.
“Please,” she moans, about to buck her hips, but Akara grabs her waist to keep her from taking more of me. If I hit her cervix, she’s never gonna want to have sex again.
I’m careful with every emotion-packed second, every sweltering beat, and I extend the moment to earth-shattering minutes upon minutes, soaking in the feeling of being inside her. And then Sulli explodes. Her eyes roll, body shudders, and she clenches. The pressure around my cock is like being knocked out with a baseball bat. I’m struck to the fuckin’ moon as I come, and I flex to keep from a natural instinct to push deeper and milk the climax.
Can’t go any deeper.
I breathe hard, my cock twitching as she keeps pulsing against me. “Sulli,” I groan, and gently, very fucking gently, I pull out.
She’s exhausted, trying to smile. A smile passes through me, my mouth curving. That feels good. Akara rotates the faucet, refilling the tub with warm water after I discard the condom.
We all ease back.
“That was…” she says in soft breaths. “…so fucking…amazing.” Her eyes close fully. “I can just sleep here.”
Akara and I share a smile.
“I’m living here now,” she yawns. “The tub is my new home.”
I stretch my arm over Sulli. “Rent will be cheaper.”
“Spacious,” Akara quips. “I can definitely fit my whole office in here.”
“You would be thinking about your fuckin’ office,” I laugh at him.
He splashes water at me as the tub fills.
Sulli curls up against him. “Mmhhh. So many donuts.”
“Sad to say, we can’t live here, mermaid.”
“The water though…”
Akara and I exchange another look. This time, our smiles fade, knowing this is drawing to a real close too soon.
We wash off. Dry off. Sulli is half-asleep.
Akara says, “We’re taking you to bed, string bean.”
I stand up and easily lift Sulli into my arms. She cocoons her head into my chest. “I can sleep here, too.”
I’d like that, but she needs an actual bed. I step out of the tub, careful not to slip. Akara tosses the used condoms in the trash, grabs a couple towels, and follows me into her bedroom.
He knocks off the majority of her pillows before I can lay her gently on the mattress. She curls up into the velvet quilt, and sudden-fear springs open her eyes. “You two are staying over, right?”
I bob my head. “Right.” I’m not about to ditch Sulli after making love to her. I crawl in next to her on the bed and wrap an arm around her broad shoulders.
“Of course,” Akara says, but he’s texting on his phone.
“Kits…” Sulli’s concern mounts.
“I have to set an alarm, Sul. Your roommates might come back early. They can’t see us leave.”
That sobers the room. More reminders that this isn’t lasting. What feels like a forever type of moment is just an illusion. Forever ends tomorrow.
She pushes wet hair off her forehead, turning on her back. “Can you set it for 5 a.m.? I’ll just wake up at that time too.”
His eyes flit to her. “We’re not running out on you.”
“I know. But this way it won’t feel like you are.”
I kiss the top of her head.
Akara nods, then returns to the bed.
Sulli curls up against my chest, and Akara holds her against his. He presses his lips to the back of her neck. Once more, sleep comes for her, but this time she doesn’t fight it.
None of us do.
54
SULLIVAN MEADOWS
What have I fucking done?
I’m hopelessly in love with two men. And today I have to make a choice. Last night, I thought it’d be an impossible one. But this morning, when I watch them leave my penthouse, everything starts to become clear.
I think I’ve made my decision.
But before I confront Akara and Banks, I need to make one stop.