determined, patient, dogged, unwearied.
He soon was friends with the boys, whose rudeness was only superficial. They had all, when they could thrust themselves, a strange gentleness and lovableness.
“Will you come with me on to the fallow?”cy asked Edgar, rather hesitatingly.
Paul went joyfully, and spent the afternoon helping to hoe or to single turnips with his friend. He used to lie with the three brothers in the hay piled up in the barn and tell them about Nottingham and about Jordan’s. In return, they taught him to milk, and let him do little jobs—chopping hay or pulping turnips—just as much as he liked. At midsummer he worked all through hay-harvest with them, and then he loved them. The family was so cut off from the world actually. They seemed, somehow, like “les derniers fils d’une race epuisee. ”cz Though the lads were strong and healthy, yet they had all that over-sensitiveness and hanging-back which made them so lonely, yet also such close, delicate friends once their intimacy was won. Paul loved them dearly, and they him.
Miriam came later. But he had come into her life before she made any mark on his. One dull afternoon, when the men were on the land and the rest at school, only Miriam and her mother at home, the girl said to him, after having hesitated for some time:
“Have you seen the swing?”
“No,” he answered. “Where?”
“In the cowshed,” she replied.
She always hesitated to offer or to show him anything. Men have such different standards of worth from women, and her dear things—the valuable things to her—her brothers had so often mocked or flouted.
“Come on, then,” he replied, jumping up.
There were two cowsheds, one on either side of the barn. In the lower, darker shed there was standing for four cows. Hens flew scolding over the manger-wall as the youth and girl went forward for the great thick rope which hung from the beam in the darkness overhead, and was pushed back over a peg in the wall.
“It’s something like a rope!” he exclaimed appreciatively; and he sat down on it, anxious to try it. Then immediately he rose.
“Come on, then, and have first go,” he said to the girl.
“See,” she answered, going into the barn, “we put some bags on the seat”; and she made the swing comfortable for him. That gave her pleasure. He held the rope.
“Come on, then,” he said to her.
“No, I won’t go first,” she answered.
She stood aside in her still, aloof fashion.
“Why?”
“You go,” she pleaded.
Almost for the first time in her life she had the pleasure of giving up to a man, of spoiling him. Paul looked at her.
“All right,” he said, sitting down. “Mind out!”
He set off with a spring, and in a moment was flying through the air, almost out of the door of the shed, the upper half of which was open, showing outside the drizzling rain, the filthy yard, the cattle standing disconsolate against the black cart-shed, and at the back of all the grey-green wall of the wood. She stood below in her crimson tam-o’-shanter and watched.7 He looked down at her, and she saw his blue eyes sparkling.
“It’s a treat of a swing,” he said.
“Yes.”
He was swinging through the air, every bit of him swinging, like a bird that swoops for joy of movement. And he looked down at her. Her crimson cap hung over her dark curls, her beautiful warm face, so still in a kind of brooding, was lifted towards him. It was dark and rather cold in the shed. Suddenly a swallow came down from the high roof and darted out of the door.
“I didn’t know a bird was watching,” he called.
He swung negligently. She could feel him falling and lifting through the air, as if he were lying on some force.
“Now I’ll die,” he said, in a detached, dreamy voice, as though he were the dying motion of the swing. She watched him, fascinated. Suddenly he put on the brake and jumped out.
“I’ve had a long turn,” he said. “But it’s a treat of a swing—it’s a real treat of a swing!”
Miriam was amused that he took a swing so seriously and felt so warmly over it.
“No; you go on,” she said.
“Why, don’t you want one?” he asked, astonished.
“Well, not much. I’ll have just a little.”
She sat down, whilst he kept the bags in place for her.
“It’s so ripping!” he said, setting her in motion. “Keep your heels up, or they’ll bang the manger wall.”
She felt the accuracy with which