kiss with a gasp. “Oh fuck.”
“Yeah?” I kept pumping his dick. “You like that?”
“Uh-huh. So good.” He shivered hard, thrusting into my fist. “Can I—”
“Yes,” I whispered. “Come.”
Then I claimed his mouth, and he moaned against my lips as his hips jerked, and in seconds, my strokes were slick and hot from his cum.
Voice ragged, he murmured, “Holy fuck.”
I grinned, releasing his cock but still holding on to him as he trembled and caught his breath.
“That, um…” He licked his lips. “That was unexpected.”
Still grinning, I said, “In a good way, I hope.”
“A surprise handjob?” Kelly chuckled. “Not complaining at all.”
“Good.” I drew him closer and kissed his forehead. “And you’re… Do you feel better about things?”
He nodded. “Yeah. Thanks. I thought it was so stupid, but…thank you for taking it seriously.”
“Of course. I meant what I said, too—you’re more than welcome to sleep here.”
“Thank God.” His eyes fluttered shut as he leaned into me. “’Cause I probably shouldn’t be driving right now.”
“All part of my evil plan.”
One eye opened, his brow quirking.
Then we both laughed, and I pressed another kiss to his forehead. “Come on. Let’s get ready for bed.”
His smile was so sweet it made my heart flip. “Sounds good to me.”
I smiled back, but studied him. “Do you still want to do this again tomorrow night? We can take a night off if—”
“I’m good,” he said quickly. “I think earlier, I was just…” He seemed to think about it, then shook his head. “My mind’s in a better place. I’ll be fine tomorrow.” He craned his neck to look at Aaron. “Do you think he can handle it?”
I glanced back at my sleeping, welt-riddled husband. Facing Kelly again, I grinned. “Oh, I’m sure we can come up with some creative ways to fuck with him.”
Kelly squirmed. “I can’t wait.”
“Neither can I.”
Long after we’d settled in for the night, I was still wide awake.
Our king size bed accommodated the three of us with room to spare. None of us were particularly big guys, and Kelly was narrower than either of us. Even when we inevitably got too hot and drifted apart during the night, there’d still be space for everyone to sleep comfortably.
To my left, Aaron was still out cold. To my right, Kelly was on his side, his head resting on my chest. I wasn’t sure if he was asleep yet, but he was definitely well on his way.
Me? Sleep never came easy, and tonight was no exception. Staring up at the ceiling like Kelly had done just a little while ago, I was too wound up to drift off.
On a normal night, I’d slip out of bed and go get some work done until my eyelids started getting heavy. It might not have been the healthiest way to deal with insomnia, but the alternative was the bored restlessness of trying to convince myself to just go the fuck to sleep already.
I didn’t want to leave Kelly alone, though. Okay, he wouldn’t technically be alone since Aaron was here. Still, the crux of our conversation had been how lonely it was for him to leave after we’d played and go home alone. Lying here with him, my arm draped around his shoulders while he slept, seemed like the best way to reassure him right now that he wasn’t alone. That I didn’t want him to be. A little restlessness was a small price to pay for a reassured submissive.
Even if I had felt all right about getting out of bed, I wasn’t sure I’d have been able to focus. Wherever my body went, my mind was staying right here with these two men. Whether Kelly realized it or not, our conversation changed the way I looked at what we were doing. It wasn’t a poly arrangement, but it wasn’t strictly casual either. He wasn’t a Tinder hookup. He was a submissive who was clearly hungry for not only a Dom and a masochist, but for warmth and affection. Closeness. The feeling that he could close his eyes and trust that the man beside him would still be there when he opened them again. He needed something out of this that none of us had realized in the beginning, and what kind of Dom would I be to tell him to find it someplace else?
Or maybe that didn’t make sense. I had no idea. But I cared about him, and I meant what I’d told him—no sub was getting sub drop on my watch. Okay, it could still