of approval.
“Do you have lube and condoms?”
Kicks swallowed thickly and forced himself to speak. “Bathroom. I can go. Your knee…”
Jude scoffed quietly, but the sound was more amused than anything. “I can make it a few steps there and back.”
Kicks didn’t have it in him to argue. He wanted to just let go, to let his body fall into this man’s impossibly strong hands and let him break him. Let him strip him to nothing. Let him become no more than points of pain and pleasure. And then maybe, if he was very lucky, Jude would hold him as he carefully put all his pieces back together again.
Before Kicks could come too far back into his head, the bed dipped, and he felt warm fingers touch his ankle. Lips followed, trailing kisses to the backs of his knees—sensitive in ways he hadn’t expected. The kisses turned biting as they traveled up toward his ass, sinking into his skin, licking to soothe the sting.
“I found some interesting things under your sink, Emilio.” Jude was most definitely smiling now—he could hear it. “Do you mind?”
“No,” he breathed out, shaking his head. He tried to look over his shoulder, but Jude was too quick.
His fingers dug into Kicks’ hair and kept his face pointed toward the bed. “Trust me,” he said—again, almost like a question, but not quite.
Kicks panted, then nodded and fought the urge to squirm. “I want it all. I’m…I’m yours.”
Jude said nothing, but Kicks heard the sound of a sharp breath, then the lube cap opening. Then he heard the very familiar, faint sound of vibration. It had been sort of a gag-gift. Hawke had picked it up from a roadside sex shop. It was a little bullet vibe, and the cashier had said it was the best external prostate orgasm he’d ever had.
He sucked in his breath when he felt the little thing trace over his balls, and he almost came right there.
“I was fucking this bloke back at Uni who had one of these,” he said, his voice barely louder than the vibrator. “We had quite a lot of fun with it.” He rested it gently against Kicks’ perineum, and his cock swelled more, dribbling a thin line of pre-come from the tip. “And it looks like you know how to enjoy it.”
He swallowed thickly. “Please.”
“Oh, my love, I’m not going to make you beg for it.” Somehow, it sounded like a threat, and that was even more evident when he felt lube drizzle over his hole, and then the pointed tip of the plug rested in the mess there. “I just want to make sure you’re nice and loose and open before I fuck you.”
Kicks only had time to take a breath before Jude pushed the plug inside him. His body accepted it with a soft grunt that turned into a breathy moan as the bullet pressed harder against his perineum. His thighs twitched, his dick somehow even harder, and then suddenly it stopped.
He was still stretched wide, but Jude pulled his hands away, then urged him to roll onto his back. Kicks’ eye was a little blurry, but he found Jude’s face as the man knelt between his legs, and he damn-near lost his breath when he saw the look of want and adoration in his expression.
“You’re beautiful and so good. Do enough people tell you that?”
Kicks managed something like a laugh. “I know my brothers love me, but that ain’t the kind of life we live. There’s not a lot of room for sweet talk.”
“Hmm.” Jude reached for him, dragging a thumb down the cut of his jaw, then down the front of his throat. “Well, there’s time now. Spread your legs for me, love.”
Kicks’ body gave a small jolt at the casual name that he knew meant nothing, and yet it burrowed under his skin as his knees spread farther. Jude dragged a touch down the trail of his hair, then curled his fingers around Kicks’ aching cock. The pressure was too light to be anything but torture, and he was sure Jude was going to go back on his promise not to make him beg when suddenly his head lowered, and he was swallowed down to the hilt.
He let out a strangled cry, his hands flying from the mattress to Jude’s hair, and he held him fast. The other man didn’t move. He just sat there letting the hard cock rest against his tongue.
And then he swallowed.
“I’m so fucking close, shit,” Kicks gasped.