watch as she arches her back, and I can feel her tighten around me, I know she’s close. “Open your eyes, beautiful girl.” I wait for her to meet my gaze. “I want to watch you fall apart, I want you to see me lose myself inside of you.” I continue my slow deep thrusts until I know we’re right on the brink. “Come for me, beautiful.” She tugs on my hand and places it over her mouth, it’s then she falls apart, and I’m right there with her. I can feel her tighten around me, I can see her love for me in her eyes, and that’s my undoing. I release myself into her. Mine.
I gently remove myself from her and roll onto my side, placing her back tight against my chest. I kiss her shoulder. “I love you, Allison Shay Hagan. I can’t wait to spend forever with you.” Then I fall asleep holding my future.
The next few weeks leading up to Christmas are crazy busy. Aiden and I have three away games in a row, which means time away from Allison. This makes me cranky as fuck, and my teammates and best friend make a point to tell me frequently. Allison takes the opportunity to spend more time with her gran, she would drive up, spend the night, and they would watch the game on TV. I can tell she’s enjoying her time with Gran, so knowing she’s safe and happy eases my temper a little.
Allison and Hailey work it out, so we’ll spend Christmas Eve with Gran and Aiden’s parents, and then Christmas Day with Mom and Dad. Aiden’s parents are going on a cruise and leave Christmas Day. I don’t care either way as long as I get some Allison time. I’m missing my girl.
We arrived at Grans on the twenty-first, and I’m dreading not being able to sleep next to Allison. I’m not sure how Gran will feel about it, so I’ve been building myself up to accept the fact that I’m going to have to fall asleep without her. I’m not looking forward to this. Hales came with us, so I’m sure she’ll be sharing a room with Allison.
Aiden needs to finish his shopping, so he and I venture out to the mall, leaving the girls behind to hang with Gran. They plan on baking, just the thought of that makes my stomach growl. I’m done with my shopping. Hales and I went in together and got Mom and Dad a weekend away at a bed and breakfast. Aiden got a gift card to have his car detailed inside and out, trust me, it needs it. Hales got a gift card to the mall, the way she loves to shop I know this will make her happy. Allison and I bought Aiden’s parents a gift card for a local steak house. For Gran, well, I convinced Allison we should get her a new flat screen TV. She doesn’t leave the house, so I figure this would be a good gift. Hailey agreed. As for Allison, well, let’s just say I did my best to spoil her. I bought her a Coach purse I heard her and Hales talking about. Hales, of course, helped me get the right one. I bought her a diamond heart necklace, because, well, the girl is my heart. I bought her new boots, a couple of outfits, and a day at the spa. Aiden also got this for Hales, so they can go together.
We end up in a jewelry store, so Aiden can pick up his mom’s gift from his dad. He’d ordered it a few weeks ago and just got the call today that it was in. His dad found out we were coming here and asked us to pick it up for him. I’m browsing around while we wait and end up at the case filled with engagement rings. I’d looked at them when I bought Allison’s necklace, but none of them were the right fit for my girl. I make my way to the end of the case, and that’s when I see it, the perfect ring for Allison. It’s a one carat princess cut diamond with baguettes interlaced down each side, tightly woven. I have been looking online for the last few weeks getting an idea of what’s out there and what I think Allie would like. I ask the sales lady, who has been hovering over me, if I can see it. I examine