know it’s for you,” he said.

Jim had long ago stopped answering our home phone, since about 90 percent of the calls were for me. Any of Jim’s personal friends called him directly on his cell phone. We had an ongoing joke that he deliberately directed traffic there so I wouldn’t know who he was talking to.

I swallowed the waffle, washing it down with coffee, then reached across the table and picked up the cordless phone on the fourth ring. “Hello?”

“Kate? This is Margaret. I was calling to let you know. Uh—” Her voice caught and I heard her sob. “Helene died last night.”

My stomach tightened, the coffee I had enjoyed just moments ago turned bitter. Margaret was confirming information I already suspected, and yet the news, the reality of it, struck me. I had hardly known Helene, but she was this woman’s best friend and her pain was palpable even through the phone line.

I pushed my breakfast plate aside. “I’m so sorry, Margaret. What happened?”

“We don’t know, Kate. She’s still at the . . . medical examiner’s . . . Alan told me that by the time he got to her, she was unconscious. It didn’t seem to him that she had any broken bones, but her breathing was shallow and . . . well, he gave her CPR but . . .” Margaret sobbed. “By the time the Coast Guard got there, she was already gone.”

Jim watched me, then reached for my hand and gave it a sympathetic squeeze.

“I don’t know about the services yet. They still have her . . .” Another sob caught up with Margaret. “Sorry. I . . .”

“No problem,” I said.

“We’re waiting on the ME before we make the arrangements, but I . . . I’ll let you know about the services.” Panic filled her voice. “You’ll come, won’t you?”

The church was cold and dark. I sat in the back, waiting for the mourners to file in. I had barely known Helene, so I felt somewhat like a voyeur. What was I doing at the poor woman’s funeral? And yet, I felt it essential to be there.

I was inexplicably tied to these women now, this mommy group. I was present the night Helene died and it linked me somehow to them.

I watched as Margaret and her husband, Alan, entered Saints Peter and Paul Church, the light from the stained glass windows casting curious shadows on her face and dress. Margaret had on a black dress that was short in the front while long and flowing in the back. I wouldn’t have thought it appropriate for a funeral service, but her graceful movements made the dress soft instead of flashy.

A few moments passed as Margaret and her husband walked down the aisle of the church and seated themselves near the front. Shortly after, Sara entered the church escorted by one of the pallbearers. She was dressed in a J.Crew cashmere sweater and black slacks, her hair pulled back in tight chignon. As her gaze fell on me, she scowled.

Was it a scowl?

At the very least a frown. Maybe she was just wondering what I was doing there.

Others entered the church and were seated by the pallbearers. I watched for Evelyn, but she didn’t attend. Losing a member of her mothers’ club at this late stage of her pregnancy couldn’t be easy on her.

Wait.

What had Sara said? Something about Evelyn not being a part of Roo & You anymore. Why would she be on the cruise if she wasn’t a member of the group?

My thoughts were interrupted by the altar boys entering the church; the service was about to begin.

I spotted Helene’s husband, Bruce, in the first row next to an older couple. By his resemblance to the older man, I guessed the couple were his parents.

Where was Helene’s family? And their children? I didn’t see any small children at all. Could they be with her parents?

Bruce gave a moving eulogy about his and Helene’s dreams for the future. He described their first meeting and shared a story about their honeymoon. He seemed grieved and shocked by her death.

He didn’t mention any children.

Why?

After the service, the casket was carried to the hearse. A woman, with flawless olive-colored skin, handed me a card with directions to the cemetery and the reception at Bruce’s parents’ house. As I took the card from her, Margaret appeared next to me.

“Kate,” Margaret said, clutching at my elbow. “I’m so glad you made it.” Mascara filled the lines around her eyes. She