that second, it seems like she might look away because it’s too intense, too much. But she doesn’t. She stares into my eyes and whispers my name.
“Gabe, it’s so good with you.”
I swear fireworks go off inside me. In my heart. In my body. “It’s so fucking good with us, Arden. With us.”
I want to tell her more. Tell her why. Tell her it’s because I’m so in love with her. But the pleasure rides roughshod over my skin, stealing brain cells, stealing breath.
Soon, she’s cresting the hill again, and I’m right there behind her, coming hard inside the woman I want to love like this every night.
After we clean up, the time on my phone laughs at me. It says I need to get the hell out of here. Good thing I slept during the day, so I can be ready to tackle whatever comes our way tonight at the firehouse.
But I don’t want to simply walk out. I want to build on this foundation that’s most decidedly not friendship anymore.
After I pull on my clothes and she grabs a skimpy little robe that makes me wish I could stay and rip it off her, I decide to take a chance. I’ve wanted to ask her out for so long. I’ve been planning to since last week. Her request derailed my strategy, but only temporarily. It’s time to drive this train out of the station.
I clear my throat, square my shoulders, and dive into the deep end. “I had a good time tonight. Did you?”
She laughs then rolls her eyes. “Uh, yeah.”
Okay, so we’re going with humor, with keeping it light. “What if we tried this again?”
Her eyes widen in surprise, as if I’ve spoken Portuguese. “This?” She gestures to the living room, the scene of the orgasmic crimes.
“Yes. This, and other things. We could go on a date, I thought. Go out.” Isn’t it obvious what I’m saying?
Her expression shifts to worry. “I’m not sure . . .”
That’s not entirely the answer I was hoping for, or expecting, to be honest. “You’re not sure of what? If you want to date? Or something else?”
She nibbles on the corner of her lips. “I’m not sure because what if it doesn’t . . .”
She doesn’t finish the sentence—work out.
As much as I’m dying for a yes tonight, I don’t want to pressure her. I brush a soft kiss to her lips, tasting her breath. “Don’t answer tonight. Think about it.”
“It’s all I’ll think about.”
“Me too.”
I leave, because soon enough I’ll be at work and inevitably there will be a call coming in and I won’t be able to think about her. But maybe that’s for the best.
36
Arden
Perri is on traffic duty.
Vanessa is shopping for balls.
New bowling balls, that is.
My friend Finley is holed up inside her little yellow cottage trying to meet a deadline for her TV script.
As for me, I’ve sold three wine country cookbooks, two copies of The Wife Between Us, a handful of Stephen Kings, Frederick Backman’s newest, a bunch of journals, and countless Diary of a Wimpy Kid hardcovers. That Wimpy Kid never goes out of style. I guess as long as humans keep multiplying, their offspring eventually enter the Wimpy Kid fan club.
But even with the steady stream of customers, I wish my girls were around. I’m tempted to call an emergency lunch to discuss Gabe’s do-this-again proposal, but I know they’re both busy today, and really, I should sort through it on my own for now.
To have sex and date or not to have sex and date. That is the question.
“Think this is useful?” A bright-eyed, lip-glossed blonde slides a pink hardcover on the counter, on top of another book, a guide to the best drinks for any situation.
I smile. “I think no one should ever order a wine cooler or a Jack and Coke on the first date.”
She arches a brow in curiosity. “Is that one of the guidelines?”
“No, but it should be. It’s one of my personal mantras.”
She lifts a curious brow. “What would you order at a bowling alley?”
“Beer.”
“At the new bistro down the street?”
“A Cab, some kind of great, full-bodied red.”
“And what if you were stalking your ex?”
Laughing, I answer, “A Moscato. It’s delicious at first, then leaves a bad taste in your mouth, so it’ll remind you why he’s the ex.”
She laughs harder and flicks her hair off her shoulders. “You do know you just made it so I don’t need to buy this book?”
I shrug. “You should report