all possible. God, he was so handsome. And he was mine. This incredibly amazing man was mine.
“Am I okay?” he asked with a slight chuckle. “I’m more than okay. I’m afraid if I move, I’m going to go entirely too fast. Need to focus for a moment is all.”
I laughed and moved my hand to the side of his face. Tanner let my other hand go, resting on his elbows and cupping my face in his hands. “I’m falling in love with you, Timberlynn.”
I gasped and felt my stomach flutter as my chest tightened in the most delicious way. I was filled with a rush of happiness that I’d never felt before, and it seemed to expand out into the rest of the room as well. I felt light. Unburdened by something that I hadn’t even realized I had been carrying with me.
His eyes searched mine, and I knew I needed to be honest with him. “I believe I fell in love with you the first moment I saw you, Tanner.”
A wide smile appeared on his face and he pressed his mouth to mine as he gently withdrew from me, then slowly pushed back in. The movement felt so amazing, I dug my fingers into his back.
If asked to describe what it felt like to have Tanner make love to me, I would fail. Words could never describe the sensation of him moving inside me. I was taken to another place. A beautiful meadow. Spring flowers in bloom. Riding free on the back of a horse with Tanner’s arms wrapped tightly around me. This moment would be burned into my memory forever. He kissed me again, this time deeper. Then his pace picked up and I wrapped my arms and legs around him and found my own rhythm.
“Tanner…I need more.”
He groaned and leaned his forehead to mine as he moved in and out of me a bit faster.
“Yes! Oh, God, yes!” I cried out. I’d never really been vocal during sex. Never telling my partner what I wanted. Embarrassed, maybe? But when Tanner asked me how it felt, I knew it was because he was solely focused on bringing me pleasure—so I told him exactly what I needed. Him. More of him.
“Timber, talk to me.”
I lifted my hips to meet him thrust for thrust. “Harder. God, I need it harder and faster.”
He gave me exactly what I asked for.
“I’m not going to last much longer,” he said. Then he moved, and I dug my nails into his back as a tingle started deep in my stomach and rushed up my entire body.
“Yes! Tanner, I’m going to come again!”
Never before had I come when a guy was inside me. Never. Friends of mine talked about how amazing it was to come that way, but I had yet to experience it. But with the way Tanner was moving, and how he was hitting something so deep inside of me, my toes curled and the room started spinning. “Tanner!” I cried out as an orgasm hit me once again. I could feel myself clench around him.
Tanner’s body tensed, and he trembled as he buried his face into my neck. He lifted his head and our eyes met. “I’m going to come, Timberlynn,” he panted out before he groaned again.
“Oh God,” I said as another wave of passion rolled through me. Again?
Tanner’s mouth claimed mine, and we fell apart together. For a brief moment I wished he hadn’t been wearing a condom. The need to have him fill me popped into my head, but I pushed it away quickly. That was reckless thinking on my part.
Soon his body stopped moving and he hovered, keeping his weight slightly off me but not completely. The feeling of his body pressed against mine while he was still inside me was my new favorite thing. Both of us panted for air. I saw that the pulse on the side of Tanner’s neck matched my own.
I placed my hand against the side of his face, and our eyes met once again.
He smiled. “That was…it was…”
With a nod, I simply replied, “I feel the same way.”
He smiled, and if hearts really could skip a beat, mine did when I looked at that smile of his.
“I want to stay inside you forever. I don’t want this moment to ever end,” he whispered before he placed a soft kiss on my lips.
My heart hammered in my chest. “I would totally be okay with that.”
After another few moments, Tanner kissed me quickly on