my father really did either. Dad was an…accident. His older brother was gone and out of the house after dad came along.”
I nodded. “Oh, I see.”
We walked slowly down the sidewalk. It was covered with a light dusting of snow, and the streetlights dotted here and there were decorated in Christmas decorations of silver and red. Strings of holiday lights ran from one side of the road to the other. It almost felt like the set of a Hallmark Christmas movie, it was so beautiful.
“Whoever decorates does a beautiful job of it,” I said as we walked.
“They do a great job with each holiday. When I was a kid, one of my favorite things ever was the July Fourth parade. Now I get to watch Blayze and Morgan experience all the things we got to when we were little.”
Even though it was freezing outside, my body warmed as I listened to Tanner speak of his niece and nephew. “They both seem to adore you.”
He grinned. “I love those two. It’s hard to be away from them so much and see how much they’ve grown when I come back home.”
I focused straight ahead as we walked along the sidewalks of Hamilton. It really was such a charming town. A part of me hoped that Tanner would take my hand again, especially since I had purposely not worn my gloves since I knew we would be walking in and out of stores.
Ugh. I needed to stop thinking about him like that.
“I’m sure that must be the hardest thing,” I said. “You said your grandfather left it up to your dad to work the ranch, though. What about you three boys? Has your father done the same with y’all?”
He nodded. “Yeah, he’s let us pursue our own dreams. Obviously, Brock and Ty are helping to run the ranch now, but I’m pretty sure if Ty hadn’t gotten hurt, or Brock hadn’t met Lincoln, they’d still be bull riding for a few more years.”
Tanner stopped in front of a home décor store and looked up at the sign. It was clear his mind was drifting somewhere else.
“What about you, Tanner? When will you work on the ranch? What’s your dream besides roping?”
He simply smiled and then motioned for me to walk into the store without answering my question.
Chapter Eleven
TANNER
Six stores later and I had a plethora of bags in my arms. It appeared that Timberlynn also had some more shopping of her own to do.
“I hate shopping,” I grumbled as we walked into the seventh store.
With a light pat on my chest, Timberlynn winked at me. “It was your idea. I saw a scarf in here earlier with Lincoln and Kaylee that I think your mother would love!”
“From me or you? You’ve already bought her three things to my one.”
She giggled, and a shock of lust raced through my body at the simple sound of it. The more time I spent getting to know Timberlynn, the more I fell for her. And the more I ached to be inside her. I had never been so attracted to a woman before. Why in the hell that didn’t spook me was something I didn’t understand, but also something I didn’t care to worry much about.
“This present is from you,” Timberlynn said. “I think your mom will love it.”
“Why does she need another scarf? She probably has fifty of them.”
“Not that kind of scarf, Tanner. This kind. It’s silk and stunning!”
I frowned as I looked down at the dainty, light-blue scarf. “You think she’ll like it?”
Timberlynn nodded. “Trust me. Timberlynn is wise. Timberlynn knows all.”
She smiled, and my knees trembled. I decided to finally say what I was thinking.
“Does Timberlynn have any idea how much I want to kiss her right now?” The words flowed out of my mouth effortlessly.
Her cheeks went pink with a light flush, and I fucking loved it. “You are a shameful flirt, Tanner Shaw.”
“I don’t disagree with you, but I did mean it. I want to kiss you.”
Timberlynn bit into her lower lip and then shook her head shyly before she turned and headed across the store to look at something else. I released the breath I was holding and looked around. As soon as I did, I groaned. Lindsey Johnson stood near the counter with two of her friends. One look at me and she seemed to come to life. She started my way, and I couldn’t help but glance over at Timberlynn. When I looked back at the approaching Lindsey,