dreamlike state where he no longer had the ability to distinguish the real from the imaginary.
"Turn around, Filitov!" Vatutin boomed. "Look at me when I address you! I asked you a question: What of all the men who served you?"
"Who-"
"Who? The men you led, you old fool!"
"But-" He turned again, and the figure was gone.
"I've been looking through your file, all those citations you wrote for your men-more than most commanders. Ivanenko here, and Pukhov, and this Corporal Romanov. All the men who died for you, what would they think now?"
"They would understand!" Misha insisted as the anger took over completely.
"What would they understand? Tell me now, what is it that they would understand?"
"Men like you killed them-not I, not the Germans, but men like you!"
"And your sons, too, eh?"
"Yes! My two handsome sons, my two strong, brave boys, they went to follow in my footsteps and-"
"Your wife, too?"
"That above all!" Filitov snarled back. He leaned forward across the table. "You have taken everything from me, you chekist bastard-and you wonder that I needed to fight back at you? No man has served the State better than I, and look at my reward, look at the gratitude of the Party. All that was my world you have taken away, and you say that I have betrayed the Rodina, do you? You have betrayed her, and you have betrayed me!"
"And because of that, Penkovskiy approached you, and because of that you have been feeding information to the West-you've fooled us all these years!"
"It is no great thing to fool the likes of you!" He pounded his fist on the table. "Thirty years, Vatutin, thirty years I have-I have-" He stopped, a curious look on his face, wondering what he had just said.
Vatutin took his time before speaking, and when he did so, his voice was gentle. "Thank you. Comrade Colonel. That is quite enough for now. Later we will talk about exactly what you have given the West. I despise you for what you have done, Misha. I cannot forgive or understand treason, but you're the bravest man I have ever met. I hope that you can face what remains of your life with equal bravery. It is important now that you face yourself and your crimes as courageously as you faced the fascisti, so that your life can end as honorably as you lived it." Vatutin pressed a button and the door opened. The guards took Filitov away, still looking back at the interrogator, more surprised than anything else. Surprised that he'd been tricked. He'd never understand how it had been done, but then they rarely did, the Colonel of the Second Chief Directorate told himself. He rose, too, after a minute, collecting his files in a businesslike way before he walked out of the room and upstairs.
"You would have been a fine psychiatrist," the doctor observed first of all.
"I hope the tape machines got all of that," Vatutin said to his technicians.
"All three, plus the television record."
"That was the hardest one I've ever come across," a major said.
"Yes, he was a hard one. A brave one. Not an adventurer, not a dissident. That one was a patriot-or that's what the poor bastard thought he was. He wanted to save the country from the Party." Vatutin shook his head in wonderment. "Where do they get such ideas?"
Your Chairman, he reminded himself, wants to do much the same thing-or more accurately to save the country for the Party. Vatutin leaned against the wall for a moment while he tried to decide how similar or how different the motivation was. He concluded quickly that this was not a proper thought for a simple counterintelligence officer. At least not yet. Filitov got his ideas from the clumsy way the Party treated his family. Well, even though the Party says it never makes mistakes, we all know differently. What a pity that Misha couldn't make that allowance. After all, the Party is all we have.
"Doctor, make sure he gets some rest," he said on the way out. There was a car waiting for him.
Vatutin was surprised to see that it was morning. He'd allowed himself to focus too fully these last two days, and he'd thought that it would be nighttime. So much the better, though: he could see the Chairman right now. The really amazing part was that he was actually on a fairly normal schedule. He could go home tonight and get a normal night's sleep, reacquaint himself with wife and family,