officers in the front row," she observed.
"I was given the ticket as a reward for performance in my unit. I am a tanker," he said proudly. She called me handsome! "Does the Comrade Tanker Lieutenant have a name?"
"I am Lieutenant Mikhail Semyonovich Filitov."
"I am Elena Ivanova Makarova."
"It is too cold tonight for one so thin, Comrade Artist, there a restaurant nearby?"
"Restaurant?" She'd laughed. "How often do you come to Moscow?"
"My division is based thirty kilometers from here, but I not often come to the city," he'd admitted.
"Comrade Lieutenant, there are few restaurants even in Moscow. Can you come to my apartment?"
"Why-yes," his reply had stuttered out as the stage door opened again.
"Marta," Elena said to the girl who was just coming out "We have a military escort home!"
"Tania and Resa are coming," Marta said.
Misha had actually been relieved by that. The walk to the apartment had taken thirty minutes-the Moscow subway hadn't yet been completed, and it was better to walk than wait for a tram this late at night.
She was far prettier without her makeup, Misha remembered. The cold winter air gave her cheeks all the color they ever needed. Her walk was as graceful as ten years of intensive training could make it. She'd glided along the street like an apparition, while he gallumped along in his heavy boots. He felt himself a tank, rolling next to a thoroughbred horse, and was careful not to go too close, lest he trample her. He hadn't yet learned of the strength that was so well hidden by her grace.
The night had never before seemed so fine, though for-what was it?-twenty years there had been many such nights, then none for the past thirty. My God, he thought, we would have been married fifty years this July 14th. My God. Unconsciously he dabbed at his eyes with a handkerchief. Thirty years, however, was the number that occupied his mind.
The thought boiled within his breast, and his fingers were pale around the pen. It still surprised him that love and hate were emotions so finely matched. Misha returned to his diary
An hour later he rose from the desk and walked to the bedroom closet. He donned the uniform of a colonel of tank troops. Technically he was on the retired list, and had been so before people on the current colonel's list had been born. But work in the Ministry of Defense carried its own perks, and Misha was on the personal staff of the Minister. That was one reason. The other three reasons were on his uniform blouse, three gold stars that depended from claret-colored ribbons. Filitov was the only soldier in the history of the Soviet Army who'd won the decoration of Hero of the Soviet Union three times on the field of battle, for personal bravery in the face of the enemy. There were others with such medals, but most often these were political awards, the Colonel knew. He was aesthetically offended by that. This was not a medal to be granted for staff work, and certainly not for one Party member to give to another as a gaudy lapel decoration. Hero of the Soviet Union was an award that ought to be limited la men like himself, who had risked death, who'd bled-and all too often, died-for the Rodina. He was reminded of this very time he put his uniform on. Beneath his undershirt were the plastic-looking scars from his last gold star, when a German 88 round had lanced through the armor of his tank, setting the ammo racks afire while he'd brought his 76mm gun around for one last shot and extinguished that Kraut gun crew while his clothing burned. The injury had left him with only fifty percent use of his right arm, but despite it, he'd led what was left of his regiment nearly two more days in the Kursk Bulge. If he'd bailed out with the rest of his crew- or been evacuated from the area at once as his regimental surgeon had recommended-perhaps he would have recovered fully, but, no, he knew that he could not have not fired back, could not have abandoned his men in the face of battle. And so he'd shot, and burned. But for that Misha might have made General, perhaps even Marshal, he thought. Would it have made a difference? Filitov was too much a man of the real, practical world to dwell on that thought for long. Had he fought in many more campaigns, he