irrational and out of fucking control.
If I focus on revenge I won’t feel the emptiness. If I focus on revenge, I direct the pain outwards instead of inwards.
I was at the airport, ready to put Aiden back in his lane when Ethan’s number flashed across my screen. I thought we were back to playing our old games. However, everything changed when he told me Aiden and Elsa are missing.
It’s been fifty-five hours since they were last seen.
Aiden is a little fuck, but he’s my son and the only thing I have left of Alicia. I have to bring him back.
Ethan’s security team and mine have been going through all the places Aiden and Elsa could disappear to.
We interrogated their friends and came up with nothing.
Ethan and I sit in the back of a van speeding to where the signal of their phones was last detected, somewhere near Northampton.
“The bank?” Ethan asks. His composure is a mere mask just like mine.
“Negative. He hasn’t used his credit card.”
He sighs. “Neither did Elsa.”
Aiden is smart enough not to use credit cards if he wanted to escape. However, neither Ethan nor I are considering that option.
One. Elsa would never leave her father after their reunion, even for Aiden.
Two. If Aiden planned to escape, he would’ve made small withdrawals from his bank account over the past few months so they’d have cash handy.
Which means they were taken against their will.
“Aiden took her,” Ethan grits out. “If he didn’t, none of this would’ve happened.”
“She went with him.” I rub my temple. “Stop pretending as if your daughter is a saint. She was glued to his side all this time no matter what I did.”
He glares at me but says nothing.
I go back to reading the text from my security team. Aiden’s car hasn’t been located yet.
Fucking brilliant.
“Where’s your dog?” I poke Ethan. “Have you lost the leash?”
“Watch it, Jonathan. I won’t allow you to disrespect Agnus.”
“Touchy, aren’t we?”
“He saved Aiden that day,” he says with an edge of smugness. “If it weren’t for Agnus, you would’ve lost your only son.”
“Agnus the saviour,” I mock. “I should’ve known he’d bring you back to life. If there’s anyone capable of that black magic, it’s him.”
“Unfortunately for you.”
“It’s a waste you returned, Ethan.” My shoulders tense as black memories hit me. “I’ll make your existence hell for every second Alicia spent in that car slowly dying.”
“Are you blind?”
I pause, his reply taking me by surprise. I don’t do surprises.
Usually, Ethan would rise to the challenge and tell me my plot for the Birmingham factory is the reason everything is ruined. He’d tell me, like Aiden, that the car accident might’ve been Alicia’s cause of death, but she was dying for years.
“Blind to what?” I ask slowly.
“To Aiden and Elsa, fucker. You’ve been observing it longer than me, so how come you’re still blind to it? Those two have been sharing a connection for the past ten years. Neither you nor I will be able to break it.”
“Let me worry about that.”
“Have you seen them play chess?” He raises an eyebrow. “You should. It might change your mind.”
“My son won’t be with your daughter and that’s final.”
“Does your son know that piece of information?”
My jaw ticks.
“I thought so. You’re losing control of him, if you haven’t already. Do you know what that means, Jonathan?” he asks, but it’s clearly rhetorical since he continues, “It means if you continue to push him, he’ll leave you and your entire legacy behind.”
It takes all my self-control to remain calm and focused.
While I hate to admit it, Ethan is right. Aiden is slipping away. I can lock him out like I did in China, but that’s a one-time thing. If I want to keep him by my side, I need a change of tactics.
“Does that mean you’re okay with their nonsense?” I tap my chin.
“No, I’m not. Aiden is so similar to you and I would rather he stays the fuck away from my daughter. But do you know what’s the difference between you and me? I consider Elsa’s well-being before my own.”
“Something must’ve broken in your head while you were sleeping all those years.”
I look through the window at the trees passing us by.
“We fucked up, Jonathan. Both of us. I’m brave enough to admit it.”
I glance at him. “How about you leave me that deal with the Rhodes, then?”
“That’s a business deal; the best one will win.” He pauses. “The past is in the past. Our children shouldn’t pay for our mistakes.”
Sappy