hand wound through her hair, and somehow I maintained the control to let her dictate the pace. As much as I wanted her to suck me faster, harder, I realized I was more turned on by not knowing what she would do next.
I didn’t expect her to kiss the head of my dick or how that simple gesture would make my need for her escalate. And I sure as hell didn’t expect for her to lick me until I was slicked with her saliva.
When she took my hands, placed them on her breasts, and leaned forward, I swallowed hard. She slid my dick between the tight valley of her tits. Hands covering mine, she lifted and lowered, pumping me with that creamy skin.
Those eyes swam with lust. I ran my thumbs over her taut nipples. She hissed in pleasure, and my balls tightened.
“Not like this, Easy.” Her glazed eyes sharpened. “I want to come inside of you.”
She released my hands and sat up. I tweaked her nipples. Her thighs gripped mine as she splayed her hands on my chest.
“We can come more than once.”
“You’re going to.” I dragged my finger through her soaked slit. She clenched when I pushed the tip of my thumb inside of her.
“I want more. I want this.” She gripped my dick and gave a none-too-gentle tug.
“There’s something we need in the nightstand.”
Baker crawled over me, her breasts swinging in my face. I took a nipple in my mouth and sucked. She seized in surprise before her body went slack. I gave the same attention to her other breast, running my tongue around her stiff peak.
“Those condoms aren’t that hard to find,” I teased.
A rustling sound came from behind me. “Don’t use your mouth for talking.”
She dropped her hips and ground against me. She was soft and wet, her lower lips cradling my cock.
“Holt.”
My name on her lips was the best thing I’d ever heard.
“Say it again.” I grazed her nipple with my teeth.
“Holt.”
Her full weight came down on me. I took her in my arms and recorded the moment in my memory. Baker wasn’t the first woman I’d cared for, but I’d never felt closer to another human being. She did that to me every time we were together.
That beautiful face hovered above mine.
“You make me want to try.” The confession escaped me like a roughened cry for help.
Understanding molded her features. “We’re here. That’s all that matters now.”
I clasped her cheeks in my hands. “I won’t make you promises I can’t keep.”
“I’m not asking for more.”
Disappointment and relief mixed inside me. I wanted her to. Wanted her to demand all of me. But I couldn’t give it to her. Wasn’t sure I ever could. The way she got me made me want to try.
We stared at one another for a long moment. When she brushed my hair back from my eyes and kissed each of my cheeks, I’d never felt more cherished.
She winked at me before placing the foil packet between her teeth and ripping it open.
“You constantly surprise the hell out of me.”
Baker slicked my cock with her desire and slid down my body. “Gotta keep you on your toes, Grease Monkey.” She rolled the condom down my length and straddled me.
“I’m happy with being on my back.” I tossed a wink at her.
She answered me with a grin as she positioned her center with my dick. In slow motion, she lowered, her smile twisting into pleasure as I filled her.
“Fuck, Easy.”
Just my head was inside her, yet I was electrified. As she eased down my length, I lost my breath. When she was fully seated, I lost my mind.
She wiggled to accept me, and I struggled not to take control.
“Am I hurting you?”
She was tight, and I was stuffed to the hilt.
Baker shook her head, but refused to look at me. I covered my hands with hers, which were splayed on my chest.
“Easy? Look at me.”
“It’s—” She struggled for words.
“We don’t have to do this.” I threaded my fingers with hers. “I don’t want to hurt you.”
“It’s here.” She touched her chest with our joined hands. “Powerful. Already.”
I drew in a deep breath and exhaled. “Raw. Almost too raw.”
She nodded. “It scares me.”
I kissed the backs of her knuckles and met her haunted eyes. “It scares me too.”
That seemed to settle her. Her chest filled with air and she released it. Using her thigh muscles, she lifted off me and glided back down.
Baker was stunning as she rode me. Her pace was