in the eye.
“You’re mine, Austin Williams.” As I softly spoke the words, I gently ran my thumb along his skin. “You. Are. Mine.”
“I’m all yours, Jack,” Austin whispered, as a small smile came to his lips. “Only yours.”
“Jack… Jack…”
“Just a little bit more, baby… a little bit more…”
“Jack, I can’t… it feels too good…”
“Hold on just a little bit longer and we can come at the same time…”
“Jack…”
Austin was on top of me, his hips circling around my waist as he continued to ride my cock. I couldn’t even remember when we’d decided that we were going to have sex this morning, and honestly, I couldn’t care less. Everything that’d happened in this bed since we’d come to the cabin last night had felt like a mix of the physical and the spiritual, like Austin and I were trying to combine ourselves into one body, into one soul.
“Jack…” Austin whimpered again as he pressed his fingers even deeper into my shoulders. “Fuck… are you close?”
“Yes,” I admitted, a little under my breath. “I was trying to hold off for a little longer… but holding off is always so hard to do with you…”
“Then, don’t.” Austin chuckled between his moans. “Come. Please, Jack. I want you to come.”
After Austin spoke, he sped up his pace against me, his hips seeming to move in double time. I groaned as I rested my hands on Austin’s thighs, knowing that I was already done for, knowing that I was about to explode inside him, and soon.
When my cock finally shot my come inside Austin’s ass, I sighed with the release of pressure, my eyes closing as I filled the man I loved with string after string. Austin came then too, his come splattering all over my naked chest, the evidence of his pleasure now lining my skin with its wetness.
“Sorry.” Austin winced as he spoke. “I should’ve warned you that I was about to—”
“We should take a shower, right?” I offered with a grin. “You know, because we’ve been sweating so much, and we’ve practically been in bed since last night, even though we never got a wink of sleep.”
“Is this your way of getting me in the shower?” Austin guessed. “Although, really, I’m assuming this is just your way of making love to me in the shower?”
“Not a fan of shower sex?”
“I don’t know,” Austin admitted, his cheeks going red as he replied. “I’ve never… in the shower…”
“Wait. Never?” I shook my head in disbelief. “Okay, but what about a bathtub?”
“Never,” Austin answered.
I let out a heavy sigh before I replied, “Well, then, baby. I think we’re going to have to fix that today.”
“The shower sex? Or the tub sex?”
“Both.”
“Oh.” Austin beamed at me in response before he bent down toward my chest, soon pulling me into a passionate, perfect kiss.
20
Austin
I love you. I love you. I love you.
Stay. Stay. Stay.
Each time we’d made love last night, each time Jack reached for my body, it was all I could hear myself thinking in my head. It was like I was trying to keep him beside me with some kind of unspoken magic, as if giving him every last piece of me was going to keep him from leaving Park City, keep him from going back to his real life and his real job.
And as we sat across from each other at the cabin’s dining room table, half-drowsy, half-awake, I quietly sipped at my coffee mug as I continued to repeat the unspoken magic in the back of my mind.
“Fuck,” Jack cursed as he stared down at his phone.
“What is it? What happened?”
“Nothing, it’s just…” Jack chuckled before he went on. “Fuck. I have like twenty missed calls from Parker. I think the last thing I told him was that you were checking into the E.R. and then we… uh… got sidetracked for the rest of the night.”
“Oh shit.” I frowned. “You should let him know that I’m fine. I’d do it myself, but my phone perished in the Great Car Fire of Last Night.”
“Right.” Jack nodded, his fingers typing something out on his phone screen. “I’ll shoot him a text right now. Speaking of Parker, though, what time were you wanting to head down to the Bed & Breakfast? Just so your family doesn’t start to suspect that I’ve kidnapped you or something?”
“Whenever you want me out of your hair,” I answered.
Jack playfully rolled his eyes. “Oh, so never? You’re never going back to the B&B?”
“Jack, can I ask you something?” I kept