pushed his way into locker-landia: the sound of running water meant someone was doing the soap-and-shampoo thing. He was so focused on kicking himself in the butt, however, he didn't bother with any extrapolations.
Which would have made him stop, turn around, and find another toilet ASAP.
Instead, he went past the lockers and did his business. It wasn't until he was washing his hands that the math started to add up.
Of its own volition, his head cranked around in the direction of the showers.
You need to leave, he told himself.
As he turned off the faucet, the subtle squeak seemed loud as a scream, and he refused to look at himself in the mirrors. He didn't want to see what was in his eyes.
Go back to the door. Just go back to the door. Just -
The failure of his body to follow that simple command was not merely an exercise of physical rebellion. It was, tragically, his pattern.
And he would regret it later.
At the moment, however, when he made the choice to walk over, and duck around the tiled wall of the shower room, when he kept himself mostly hidden, when he spied on a male he shouldn't have...the mad rush of emotion was so achingly familiar, it was a suit of clothes tailor-fitted to his madness.
Qhuinn was facing into the showerhead he was standing under, one hand braced against the slick wall, his dark head bowed under the spray. Water ran over his shoulders and down the acres of supple skin that covered his powerful back...and then flowed onto his magnificent ass...and went ever farther, past those long, strong legs.
In the last year, the fighter had filled out quite a bit. Qhuinn had been big after his transition, and had gotten even larger during those first few months of intense eating. But it had been a while since Blay had seen the male without his clothes on...and man, the punishing gym routines he'd been putting himself through showed in all that hard-cut muscle -
Abruptly Qhuinn shifted his position, pivoting around, tilting his head back, sluicing the water through his dark hair, that incredible body arching.
He'd kept his PA.
And holy shit, he was aroused -
An orgasm immediately threatened the head of Blay's cock, his balls getting tight as fists.
Wheeling around, he left the locker room like he was shot out of a cannon, punching through the door, jumping out into the corridor.
"Oh, shit...fucking...goddamn...fuck..."
Walking as fast as he could, he tried to get that image out of his head, reminding himself that he had a lover, that he'd moved on from all this, that you could self-destruct over the same thing only so many times and then you were done.
When none of that worked, he replayed the speech he'd given to Qhuinn in the tow truck -
Where the hell was the office?
Stopping short, he looked around. Oh, fantastic. He'd gone in the opposite direction from what he'd intended, and was now down past the clinic and into the classroom part of the training center.
Miles from the entrance to the tunnel.
"...laceration that deep. But he wouldn't have it."
Manny Manello's deep voice preceded the man walking out into the corridor from the main examination room. A second later, Doc Jane made an appearance right behind him, an open chart in her hand, her fingertip tracing down a page.
Blay ducked through the first door he came to -
And ran right into a wall of blackness. Patting around for a light switch, because he was too scattered to turn any bulbs on mentally, he found one, flipped it, and blinded himself.
"Ow!"
The sharp shooter that rocketed from his shin to his brain told him he'd walked into something large.
Ah, a desk.
He was in one of the mini-offices that satellited the classrooms, and that was good news. With the training program still suspended because of the raids, there was no one down here, and no one likely to think of a reason to be in this empty little room.
He could have some privacy for a while - and that was a blessing. God knew he wasn't going to try to make it to the mansion now. With his luck he'd run into Qhuinn, and the last thing he needed was to be anywhere near the guy.
Going behind the desk, he sat down in the cushy office chair and brought his legs up, stretching them across the flat top that should have had a computer, a plant, and a holder full of pens on it.