registered a boatload of yeah-right, Qhuinn just looked at the Brother head-on, like he was daring Vishous to have a different opinion than his own.
In the silence between the two males, Blay got up more slowly, and found that he was light-headed, and not because he needed to feed.
No problem, nothing going on.
Sure as hell hadn't felt that way for him. Buuuut once again, Qhuinn had snapped out of any closeness, shied away, pulled back, unplugged.
Except come on. Bad time. Bad place. And V was the last person you wanted to go hearts-and-flowers in front of.
It was, however, a good reminder. Stressful situations had a way of making even the most rigid of personalities malleable - for a time. Sadness, shock, intense anxiety...it could all make someone vunerable and liable to talk in ways they normally wouldn't simply because they had had all their defenses knocked to shit. The unusual behavior didn't signal a sea change, though. It was not indicative of some kind of religious conversion where, from that day onward, everything was forever different.
Qhuinn was reeling from what was doing with his brother. And any revelations, or heartfelt statements, that came out of his mouth were undoubtedly a product of the stress the guy was under.
Period.
No, "in" love going on here. Not really. Not permanently. And he needed to fucking remember that.
"...bones are going to be set?" Qhuinn asked.
Blay shook himself to attention as V lit up a hand-rolled and exhaled away from the two of them. "He's got to be stabilized first. Selena's going to feed him again, and then we're going to open up his abdomen and do exploratory surgery to find out where the bleeding is. After we see how he's doing? We'll work on the bones."
"Do we have any idea what happened to him?"
"He's not real verbal at the moment."
"Yeah. Okay."
"So we need your consent. He's not capable of understanding the risks and benefits."
Qhuinn pushed his hand through his hair. "Yeah. Of course. Do what you have to."
V exhaled again, the scent of Turkish tobacco filling the air and reminding Blay exactly how many hours, minutes, and seconds it had been since he'd last lit up himself.
"You've got Jane, Manny, Ehlena, and myself in there. We're not going to let anything happen to him, 'kay?" He clapped Qhuinn on the shoulder. "He's going to pull through. Or the four of us are going to die trying."
Qhuinn murmured some thanks at that point.
And then V glanced at Blay. Looked at Qhuinn. Cleared his throat.
Yup, the Brother was doing all kinds of math in his head. Great.
"So you guys just keep hanging here. I'll come out and update you as soon as I know anything. So. Yeah."
The Brother's brows lifted high on his forehead, the tattoos at his temple distorting as he tamped out his barely smoked hand-rolled on the sole of his shitkicker.
"Be with you in a few," he said as he ducked back inside.
In the wake of the Brother's departure, Qhuinn paced around, eyes on the concrete floor, hands on his lean hips, weapons that he'd neglected to take off catching the fluorescent light and glinting.
"I'm going to go have a smoke," Blay said. "I'll be right back."
"You can light up here," Qhuinn cut in. "There's a seal on the door."
"I need a little fresh air. I won't be long, though."
"Okay."
Blay strode off in a hurry, gunning for the door at the far end of the corridor that opened into the parking garage. When he got to the thing, he punched his way out and breathed in deep.
Fresh air, his ass. All he got was a noseful of dry, earthy, concrete-y stuff.
At least it was cooler, though.
Fuck.
He'd left his cigarettes in his goddamn jacket. On the floor. Outside of the OR.
As he cursed and stomped around, he was tempted to hit something - but a set of busted knuckles was just one more thing he'd have to explain to people.
And shit knew the eyeful V had just gotten was more than enough.
Pushing his hands into the pockets of his leathers, he frowned as the one on the right shoved into something.
Saxton's lighter. The one the male had given him on his birthday.
Taking the thing out, he turned it over and over in his palm, thinking about everything that had been said in that corridor.
There had been a time when he would have taken those words and put them on the mantelpiece of his head and his heart, giving them pride of place that ensured