out something red. "How are you holding together?"
"I think I'm okay," Holden said. Then, a moment later, he added, "As long as I don't stand up."
"Nauseated?"
"Yeah, some."
"Me too."
"What is this?" Holden asked. "I mean, what the hell is this all about? Why are they doing this?"
It was a fair question. Slaughtering Eros - slaughtering any station in the Belt - was a pretty easy job. Anyone with first-year orbital mechanics skills could find a way to sling a rock big enough and fast enough to crack the station open. With the effort Protogen had put in, they could have killed the air supply or drugged it or whatever the hell they wanted to do. This wasn't a murder. This wasn't even a genocide.
And then there was all the observation equipment. Cameras, communications arrays, air and water sensors. There were only two reasons for that kind of shit. Either the mad bastards at Protogen got off on watching people die, or...
"They don't know," Miller said.
"What?"
He turned to look at Holden. The first Miller, the detective, the optimist, the one who needed to know, was driving now. His death-self didn't fight, because of course it didn't. It didn't fight anything. Miller raised his hand, like he was giving a lecture to a rookie.
"They don't know what it's about, or... you know, at least they don't know what's going to happen. This isn't even built like a torture chamber. It's all being watched, right? Water and air sensors. It's a petri dish. They don't know what that shit that killed Julie does, and this is how they're finding out."
Holden frowned.
"Don't they have laboratories? Places where you could maybe put that crap on some animals or something? Because as experimental design goes, this seems a little messed up."
"Maybe they need a really big sample size," Miller said. "Or maybe it's not about the people. Maybe it's about what happens to the station."
"There's a cheery thought," Holden said.
The Julie Mao in Miller's mind brushed a lock of hair out of her eyes. She was frowning, looking thoughtful, interested, concerned. It all had to make sense. It was like one of those basic orbital mechanics problems where every hitch and veer seemed random until all the variables slipped into place. What had been inexplicable became inevitable. Julie smiled at him. Julie as she had been. As he imagined she had been. The Miller who hadn't resigned himself to death smiled back. And then she was gone, his mind shifting to the noise from the pachinko machines and the low, demonic wailing of the crowds.
Another group - twenty men hunkered low, like linebackers - made a rush toward the mercenaries guarding the opening to the port. The gunmen mowed them down.
"If we had enough people," Holden said after the sound of machine guns fell away, "we could make it. They couldn't kill all of us."
"That's what the patrol goons are for," Miller said. "Make sure no one can organize a big enough push. Keep stirring the pot."
"But if it was a mob, I mean a really big mob, it could... "
"Maybe," Miller agreed. Something in his chest clicked in a way it hadn't a minute before. He took a slow, deep breath, and the click happened again. He could feel it deep in his left lung.
"At least Naomi got away," Holden said.
"That is good."
"She's amazing. She'd never put Amos and Alex in danger if she could help it. I mean, she's serious. Professional. Strong, you know? I mean, she's really, really... "
"Pretty, too," Miller said. "Great hair. Love the eyes."
"No, that wasn't what I meant," Holden said.
"You don't think she's a good-looking woman?"
"She's my XO," Holden said. "She's... you know... "
"Off-limits."
Holden sighed.
"She got away, didn't she?" Holden asked.
"Almost for sure."
They were silent. One of the linebackers coughed, stood up, and limped back into the casino, trailing blood from a hole in his ribs. The bhangra gave way to an afropop medley with a low, sultry voice singing in languages Miller didn't know.
"She'd wait for us," Holden said. "Don't you think she'd wait for us?"
"Almost for sure," Miller's death-self said, not particularly caring if it was a lie. He thought about it for a long moment, then turned to face Holden again. "Hey. Just so you know it? I'm not exactly at my best right now."
"Okay."
"All right."
The glowing orange lockdown lights on the tube station across the level clicked to green. Miller sat forward, interested. His back felt sticky, but it was probably just sweat. Other people had