not too tight to hurt her. It obviously turns her on even more because she goes faster with a light moan.
I tense, growling as she goes faster. Before she can finish me off, I pull her up and she bites at her lower lip as she watches mine. My lips devour hers as I pick her up in my arms and turn around to get beneath the warm water. It trickles against us and she moans as I purposely press my arousal against her. I’m so close. I want to push myself inside of her but I decide to return the favor.
Pinning her against the shower wall, I lower myself, making sure her legs are wrapped around my shoulders to keep her leveled. She begins to pant urgently as her soft brown eyes gaze down at me. Licking my lips, I push her hands onto her thighs and begin licking her where she loves most. I hear a soft purr and a moan come from her as I pull back.
“Nolan,” she breathes impatiently. I hold back on a smile, knowing that when she wants it, she wants it so instead of toying with her, I give it to her.
Sticking my tongue out, I swirl it around her core and she bucks against me but I hold my hands up to keep her legs sturdy. She seems to rise higher against the wall, almost scrambling away from my lips but I refuse to let her go.
“Oh my God, Nolan!” she screams as I dive my tongue down between the slick curves. I drag it back up to the most sensitive spot between her legs and her panting picks up even more as I feel her begin to move against my mouth.
I suck until I feel her getting swollen—until I feel her body moving with each stroke and rhythm that I create. As soon as I hear her scream my name and feel her body tense and quake around my shoulders, I pull back up and shove myself deep inside her without hesitation.
She releases a heavy groan but I pump as fast as I can. “I’ve missed you, Natalie,” I groan against her ear. “I’ve missed this so fucking much.”
She screams again as I bury myself into her completely, causing a banging against the wall. I circle my tongue around her earlobe before pulling back and hammering into her.
“Nolan!” she screams again, boosting my ego while encouraging me to go harder. I pound into her as if I don’t want my body against anything else. I circle my groin against her and she pulses and throbs around me. I feel a warmness trickling around the length of me and I groan delightfully, glad she’s reached a point of bliss and ecstasy again.
She brings her head up and crushes her lips against mine as the water continues to pour over us. Grabbing a fistful of her hair, I pull her head back to get a taste of the skin on her neck again but that’s when I realize how close I am. I can’t hold it in anymore.
I continue the strokes until I feel myself about to explode. I grunt against her neck as she bites her fingernails into the skin of my back. I feel the hot release splurging and I shudder a dozen times before falling against her chest. There’s a throbbing between my legs but it feels good. It feels so damn good to let go of what’s been pent up inside of me.
After we catch our breath, I place her on the shower floor and she smiles up at me beneath her eyelashes. I smile back at her but it’s not complete. Although the sex was amazing I still feel like something is missing. What the fuck is wrong with me? Why can’t I just be happy right now? She’s gotten my mind rid of the thoughts for a few minutes but now I feel worse than before.
Taking notice of my worry, she wraps her arms around my neck. She kisses me twice before placing her head against my chest and listening to my rapid heartbeat. I wonder why she isn’t saying anything. Maybe she’s thinking like I am. Maybe she doesn’t want to ruin the moment.
I don’t want to destroy her mood. I want her happy . . . even if I’m not completely happy with my life or myself. I honestly don’t know if I ever will be.
After we’ve showered and cleaned ourselves while storming up some