in. "Urs-A-Ka Gan."
The Cry of die Bear? The Scream of the Bear? Roland didn't know which. He would have to hope it didn't matter, that it was no more than a writer's quibble.
A car hauling a motor home went past the scene of die accident without slowing, then a pair of large motor-bicycles sped by heading the other way. And an oddly persuasive thought came to Roland: time hadn't stopped, but they were, for the time being, dim. Being protected in that fashion by the Beam, which was no longer under attack and thus able to help, at least a litde.
FOUR
Tell him again. There must be no misunderstanding. And no weakening, as he weakened before.
He bent down until his face was before King's face, their noses nearly touching. "This time you'll sing until the song is done, write until the tale is done. Do you truly ken?"
"'And they lived happily ever after until the end of their days,'" King said dreamily. "I wish I could write that."
"So do I." And he did, more than anything. Despite his sorrow, there were no tears yet; his eyes felt like hot stones in his head. Perhaps the tears would come later, when the truth of what had happened here had a chance to sink in a litde.
"I'll do as you say, gunslinger. No matter how the tale falls when the pages grow thin." King's voice was itself growing thin. Roland thought he would soon fall into unconsciousness.
"I'm sorry for your friends, truly I am."
"Thank you," Roland said, still restraining the urge to put his hands around the writer's neck and choke the life out of him.
He started to stand, but King said something that stopped him.
"Did yovi listen for her song, as I told you to do? For the Song of Susannah?"
"I... yes."
Now King forced himself up on one elbow, and although his strength was clearly failing, his voice was dry and strong. "She needs you. And you need her. Leave me alone now. Save your hate for those who deserve it more. I didn't make your ka any more than I made Gan or the world, and we both know it. Put your foolishness behind you-and your grief-and do as you'd have me do." King's voice rose to a rough shout; his hand shot out and gripped Roland's wrist with amazing strength. "Finish the job!"
At first nothing came out when Roland tried to reply. He had to clear his throat and start again. "Sleep, sai-sleep and forget everyone here except the man who hit you."
King's eyes slipped closed. "Forget everyone here except the man who hit me."
"You were taking your walk and this man hit you."
"Walking... and this man hit me."
"No one else was here. Not me, not Jake, not the woman."
"No one else," King agreed. "Just me and him. Will he say the same?"
"Yar. Very soon you'll sleep deep. You may feel pain later, but you feel none now."
"No pain now. Sleep deep." King's twisted frame relaxed on the pine needles.
"Yet before you sleep, listen to me once more," Roland said.
"I'm listening."
"A woman may come to y-wait. Do'ee dream of love with men?"
"Are you asking if I'm gay? Maybe a latent homosexual?"
King sounded weary but amused.
"I don't know." Roland paused. "I think so."
"The answer is no," King said. "Sometimes I dream of love with women. A litde less now that I'm older... and probably not at all for awhile, now. That fucking guy really beat me up."
Not near so bad as he beat up mine, Roland thought bitterly, but he didn't say this.
"IFee dream only of love with women, it's a woman that may come to you."
"Do you say so?" King sounded faintly interested.
"Yes. If she comes, she'll be fair. She may speak to you about the ease and pleasure of the clearing. She may call herself Morphia, Daughter of Sleep, or Selena, Daughter of the Moon. She may offer you her arm and promise to take you there. You must refuse."
"I must refuse."
"Even if you are tempted by her eyes and breasts."
"Even then," King agreed.
"Why will you refuse, sai?"
"Because the Song isn't done."
At last Roland was satisfied. Mrs. Tassenbaum was kneeling by Jake. The gunslinger ignored both her and the boy and went to the man sitting slumped behind the wheel of the motor-carriage that had done all the damage. This man's eyes were wide and blank, his mouth slack. A line of drool hung from his beard-stubbly chin.
"Do you hear me, sai?"
The man nodded fearfully. Behind him, both dogs