and I didn’t have a shit ton of cards stacked against us, I wouldn’t go after her until I’ve cleaned up this shit with Missy. It’s not my style.
Still, I can’t stop thinking about Roni and that look in her eyes. You ever know something belongs to you, but you have to wait in line to get to it. That’s how this feels.
With a sigh, I throw my head back against the couch and close my eyes. I get so lost in my thoughts I don’t realize how much time passes. Not until the scent of my body wash hits me.
Only, it’s altered by her natural chemistry. My nostrils flare and I open my eyes turning my head to her. I’m hard instantly and it’s like someone turned up the heat.
She’s in my white shirt and looks like an angel fallen from heaven. Her hair hangs damp and loose around her shoulders. Those lips. I clench my teeth and fist my hands.
“Roni,” I say in warning as she looks back at me with the same lust I know I have in my eyes.
“I’m not ready to go to sleep. I thought I’d wait for you to be done in the shower. Give you privacy in the room.”
I close my eyes and take a deep breath. Everything in me tells me she belongs to me, take her. Damn, the shit I’d do to her. Tie her up, fuck her hard, choke her until she comes so hard, she passes out.
Oh, I don’t have to talk shit about my dick game. Older girls were always willing to teach me what they knew and then there was my father’s stash of videos I found. That’s where it all went left and I’ve never turned back.
I open my eyes as soft fingers touch my cheek. When I look into her eyes, I see her cautiousness, but there is also determination, desire, and… innocence. Tough Roni is gone and in her place is a vulnerability I’ve never seen.
“Tell me what you’re thinking?” she says.
“You don’t want to know that.”
“Yes, I do. I wouldn’t have asked if I didn’t.” She drops her gaze to my lips. “Talk to me. Why’d you run?”
“Run?” I snort. “I didn’t run. My brother’s mother-in-law is dying. He wanted to give his wife a wedding before she lost her mother.
“She’s… she’s not doing well so we had to act fast. Know this about me. When my family calls, I go running. It will always be that way.”
She looks down. “Oh.”
I place my hand beneath her chin and lift her head. “I don’t run from shit, Roni. I told you the other night. I’m not good for you.”
She lifts her head defiantly. “Why not?”
I grasp her throat and drag my tongue from her cheek up to her ear, nuzzling the soft skin behind it. Inhaling, I relish in her scent mixed with my body wash. I want nothing more than to leave my essence all over her body until she smells like nothing but me.
“I don’t make love, baby. I fuck. I fuck hard and dirty. I take your pussy; you’ll belong to me. You’ll submit to me and when you defy me, you’ll pay in ways that will bring us both pleasure.
“Oh, and I know you’ll defy me. It’s what draws me to you. I want to spank that fat ass now for coming here when you should be in New York. I’m not for you, sweetheart. Let it go,” I breathe in her ear.
Even as I say the words, they burn in my mouth like acid. When I look into her eyes, they are wide and filled with so much lust, my cock twitches. Between her wearing my scent and shirt and the wide-eyed look she’s giving me; I’m holding on by the thread.
“What if that’s what I want?”
The sound of her voice is my undoing. So swiftly, she releases a small yelp, I grasp her wrists and pin her beneath me. Her thighs cradle me as I settle in. I groan as her heat burns through my tux pants.
I roll my hips into her before I can think better of it, bringing a whimper from her mouth. I hover over her sexy mouth, feeling her breath fan my lips. I’ve never wanted to kiss anyone more in my life.
“Careful what you ask for, baby,” I say and drop a kiss against her neck. She whimpers my name. “Shit, you’re going to drive me crazy. We can’t do this.”
“Why?”
“How old