watching the whole series again on Netflix.’
‘It’s comfort watching. I’m mega stressed with work. There’s a load of exams coming up.’
‘More exams? I thought you were finished with all that.’
‘No, these are different exams. Professional development stuff. It’s never-ending.’
‘Weird to think of Alex doing all that,’ I say, casually.
Becky curls her feet up underneath her. ‘Alex? He was really good. Got one of the best degrees in our year, I think. Everyone’s still stunned he gave it up.’
‘He seems to really like nursing though,’ I say, and I wonder how he’s getting on with his new placement. He’s moved on to a new one now, working in a retirement home on Primrose Hill.
‘You know he’d be getting married this weekend?’
‘Oh of course,’ I say, remembering Alex mentioning it the other week, but it hadn’t really sunk in.
She reaches across to the coffee table and takes one of the chocolates that Rob left there last night with a Post-it Note saying ‘help yourself’. She indicates the box with her head. ‘Want one?’
‘No thanks,’ I say, trying to imagine scruffy, laid-back Alex buttoned up in a suit and tie, watching the mythical Alice walk up the aisle towards him. ‘What was she like?’ I ask.
‘Alice?’ Becky chews for a moment, making exaggerated faces, then swallows and carries on. ‘Sorry, toffee stuck in teeth. She was very nice. Bit posh, in that Home Counties long swishy hair way. Mummy and Daddy had two Labradors and she probably went to Pony Club.’
‘Really? I can’t imagine Alex with someone like that. He seems way too down to earth.’
‘Yeah, but she wasn’t stuck up. I mean she was nice. Just – well, I think that she’d pretty much planned out their future, and I don’t think Alex buggering off to train as a nurse and earn approximately a quarter of what he was on as a corporate lawyer was on her wall planner.’
‘Whatever happened to for richer, for poorer?’ I ask.
Becky gives a snort of laughter. ‘In London? Are you joking?’
I think about the amount of money she’d be getting if she rented this place out, or sold it.
‘You’re the one sitting on a gold mine,’ I point out. ‘I’m surprised you haven’t got a string of handsome young gold-diggers beating a path to your door.’
‘Nobody knows I own it, that’s why,’ she says.
‘I’ve had so many people asking how I can afford to live in Notting Hill.’
‘Yeah, me too.’ She laughs. ‘What do you tell them?’
‘I say I’m staying with a family member.’
‘Me too.’
‘How’s your mum?’ I ask. ‘Haven’t heard anything about her for ages.’
‘Oh, she’s completely off-grid now. They’ve rigged up some machine on the island to make electricity by cycling on an exercise bike.’
‘Talking of which,’ I say, ‘I must give you my share of the bill.’
‘Yeah, we’ll sort it out at the weekend,’ Becky says. ‘I was thinking – Alex is off this Saturday, which would have been the big day. D’you fancy coming with me and we’ll take him out? Take his mind off things a bit? Emma’s away this weekend and I think Rob’s working, so it’d just be the three of us.’
My heart gives a little skip of happiness at the thought of spending the day with him, which is slightly pathetic. I really need to get a grip.
‘I think that’s a brilliant idea.’
CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
Jess
8th June
‘A boat?’ Alex is standing in the kitchen in his socks and a crumpled, faded grey T-shirt. His jeans are slung low on his waist and when he clasps his hands together and raises them above his head in a stretch that turns into a yawn, I see a faint trail of dark hair that travels from his navel downwards to …
I look away and pick up a cloth, wiping the kitchen sink, which is already clean. ‘Yeah,’ I say, rinsing the cloth and folding it and hanging it up to dry on the tap. ‘Me and you and Becky. Emma’s away this weekend.’
‘Come on,’ Becky says, appearing in her dressing gown. ‘It’ll be fun.’
‘It’s all fun until someone drowns in a hideous boating accident,’ says Alex, grimly. But his mouth lifts in a smile and he nods, slowly.
‘All right. I think you two are insane. But all right.’
‘Excellent,’ says Becky, giving him a high five.
As he’s leaving the kitchen he turns, a hand on the door, his early-morning hair rumpled. He scratches his beard and looks from Becky to me, a slow smile stretching across his face. ‘Thanks, guys. I appreciate it.’
‘I told