ever before hanging over me. Shadow had saved me, and I couldn’t think of anything else. Except maybe… Had I just learned their real names?
It was such an insignificant piece of knowledge, and yet it felt absolutely breathtakingly huge to me. Like I’d been inducted into a club that only a few ever get to experience. I felt quite privileged to have another small piece of the two beings I spent the most time with here.
It took me a moment to notice the heat pouring off Shadow Beast. He was raging, even if no one else knew because his face was impassive. He didn’t release me from his hold, turning to enter the lair. I had no idea why he was still holding me to his chest like he was, but the traitorous part of me that was a tiny bit into him didn’t want to argue about it. It was the sort of possessive hold that messed with my head. Mine and my wolf’s. Both of us wanted to roll over and purr like a damn kitten.
When Shadow reached the barrier to his lair, and just as he started to step through, the lights flickered. I’d never seen that happen before, but it wasn’t immediately alarming… at least not for me.
Shadow paused, his gaze tilting up to search above us. I was gently set on my feet as he slid me in behind him. “The fire has been restored,” he said softly. “Head into the lair.”
“No,” I said, placing my hand against his back. The muscles were firm under my touch—he was tense, and that worried me. “What is happening?”
The flicker of lights must have been a pressing concern for him to react as he was.
“Sunshine, for once in your damn life, listen to me. You need to get away now—”
His words were cut off as the library plunged into darkness. A split second later, Shadow’s fire roared to life around him, the heat all but shooting me back.
He started forward, but he was too late. Whoever had shut off the lights attacked us, two dark figures appearing. Before the beast could murder them where they stood, an arc of dark, glittering powder hit us both, and as I choked on the dust, Shadow dropped to his knees beside me.
Disoriented by whatever was in the powder, I barely even registered that I’d been grabbed, heavy hands lifting and carrying me across the pitch-black library.
“No!” I coughed, more of the dust lodged in my throat. I was fighting against the hold, badly, but it was better than nothing.
“Sunny, stop. It’s me.”
I paused at the familiar voice: Jaxson.
How the fuck was Jaxson here? And what had he done to the library and Shadow? No way could this dumbass shifter have managed to throw one over them without some serious help.
“Let me go, dammit,” I snarled before coughing again. The powder was sticky in my throat, clinging with an intensity.
“We’re rescuing you, you dumb bitch.” This was from Torin, who was apparently here for this fuck-up too.
“Shadow is going to rip you both into a million pieces,” I said, my voice hoarse. “It’s in your best interest to get out of here now and hope he never finds out it was you.”
Jaxson, still carrying me, didn’t slow at all. “We’re going to block the doorway,” he said in a rush. “We’ll be able to keep him out for an indefinite period of time. You’ll be safe.”
“I was never in any danger, you dumb fucking fucks,” I snarled. “Release me now or Shadow will be the least of your worries.”
I drew on my wolf and she came snarling to the surface as parts of us transformed so we could slice out at the ones holding us. “Use more of the morrow powder,” Torin snapped. “Knock her stupid ass out. The Shadow Beast got to her; we’ll need to break her back home.”
Break me back home? Oh, man, I was going to show him just how wrong he was—
In the darkness, a slap of the powder hit me in the face, worse than before, and I choked and spluttered on the mildewy substance. My will to fight faded to nothing, and as I breathed in more of the disgusting concoction, my lights went out completely.
Leaving me vulnerable with the two males I hated most in the world.
54
The sensation of coming awake in an unknown place and situation was one of the worst I’d ever experienced, and it had been happening far too much lately.