of three drunks walking east toward Wilcox and fell in a few yards behind them. We passed the doorway in question from the other side of Sunset and as I looked across the four lanes I could not tell if the darkened alcove was empty. But I didn’t linger. At Wilcox I broke away from my escort and trotted across Sunset and up to the hotel. I didn’t breathe normally until I entered the lobby and saw the familiar, safe face of the night man.
Despite the lateness of the hour and the heavy beer I had filled myself with, the scare I had submitted myself to robbed me of any fatigue. I could not sleep. In my room I undressed, got into bed and turned off the light but I knew as I was doing it that it was fruitless. After ten minutes I faced the facts of my situation and turned on the light.
I needed a distraction. A trick that would allow my mind to rest easily and for me to sleep. I did what I had done on countless prior occasions of similar necessity. I pulled my computer up onto the bed. I booted it, plugged the room’s phone line into the modem outlet and dialed long distance into the Rocky’s net. I had no messages and wasn’t really expecting any but the motions of doing it began to calm me. I scrolled the wires a little bit and came across my own story, in abbreviated form, on the AP national wire. It would hit the ground tomorrow and burst like a shell. Editors from New York to here in L.A. would know my byline. I hoped.
After signing off and shutting down the connection, I played a few hands of computer solitaire but became bored with losing. Looking for something else to distract me, I reached into the computer bag for the hotel receipts from Phoenix but couldn’t find them. I checked every pocket of the bag but the folded sheaf of papers wasn’t there. I quickly grabbed the pillowcase and frisked it like a suspect but there were only clothes.
“Shit,” I said out loud.
I closed my eyes and tried to envision what I had done with the pages on the plane. A sense of dread came over me as I remembered at one point stuffing them into the seat pocket. But then I recalled that, after talking to Warren, I had retrieved them to make the other calls. I conjured a vision of putting the pages back into the computer bag as the plane was on final approach. I was sure I had not left them on the plane.
The alternative to this, I knew, was that someone had been in my room and taken them. I paced around a little bit, not sure what I could do. I had had what could be construed as stolen property stolen from me. Who could I complain to?
Angrily, I opened the door and walked down the hallway to the front desk. The night man was looking at a magazine called High Society which had a cover photo of a nude woman skillfully using her arms and hands to strategically cover enough of her body to allow the magazine to be sold on the newsstand.
“Hey, did you see anybody go down to my room?”
He hiked his shoulders and shook his head.
“Nobody?”
“On’y ones I seen around was that lady that was with you, and you. Tha’s it.”
I looked at him for a moment, waiting for more, but he had said his piece.
“Okay.”
I went back to my room, studying the keyhole for signs of a pick before going inside. I couldn’t tell. The keyhole was worn and scratched but it could have been that way for years. I wouldn’t know how to identify a picked lock if my life depended on it but I looked anyway. I was mad.
I was tempted to call Rachel and tell her about the burglary of my room but my dilemma was that I couldn’t tell her about what had been taken in the burglary. I didn’t want her to know what I had done. The memory of that day on the bleachers and other lessons learned since went through my mind. I got undressed and got back into bed.
Sleep eventually came but not before I had visions of Thorson in my room going through my things. When it finally came, the anger had not left me.
37
I was awakened by a sharp banging on my door. I opened