He’s already having a hard enough time without you rubbing salt in his wounds.”
“His wounds are fine,” I said, glancing his way. “And he’s the one who caused this. Besides, I belong here too.”
He ran back on the field when Coach Carr blew his whistle. I watched them continue with their drills, and finally, they had us all run laps.
The other girls complained because I had a pass to walk. I took my time so I didn’t get hurt, but I would have gladly run with them just to be normal again.
As Seth ran by, he called out to me. “We need to talk, Avery.”
I turned my head and refused to acknowledge his presence as the other players ran by. He had to keep up, so he followed, but on his second pass, he started when he was within earshot. “I’m not giving up on us,” he said, coming up behind me. “I didn’t do anything wrong.”
“Give up, dick, she doesn’t want you,” said Motor as he passed us both. He was just a big, dopey oaf, and Seth turned and gave him the bird.
“If you’d talk to me, you’d see.”
I sighed, feeling the ache in my heart. I wanted it all to be a lie, but I knew better. “I saw the proof. Leave me alone, Seth.” Just saying his name made my throat ache from the lump that had formed there. I’d be glad when the season was officially over and I never had to look at him again.
“Keep running, Mr. Mills,” called Coach Simms. She was hovering like a mother bird, waiting to swoop in if needed.
Seth ran, and again making another pass, he spoke to me again, this time his words stinging much worse than before. “I still love you, Avery. I do. It’s not changing. This is all just a big misunderstanding. We’ve been sabotaged.”
“You are the one who sabotaged it, Seth! Not me!”
I couldn’t take it anymore, and instead of walking, I turned and jogged off the field and headed back to the locker room. I took off my cleats and buried my head in my hands to cry. All I’d wanted was to hear that he loved me, but now, it was just another lie. Another way to get me to love him back so he could deceive me.
He probably got off to it. Some guys liked to break hearts, and maybe it was all just part of his game. He had never loved me. He had never cared. All he cared about was making a scene and being the slut of the party. He could do all of that without me.
I’d gladly step aside for his next victim.
I went ahead and left while he was still on the field, knowing if I stuck around, Seth would only be waiting for me after practice.
As much as I had my doubts, I just couldn’t bring myself to listen to him. Whatever he had to say, it wasn’t worth it if it was all lies.
He had fed me too many already, and he could save them for someone who was willing to chew them up and swallow them down.
Chapter 26
Seth
Even though I’d tried my hardest to convince everyone that things were fine, I was hurting inside. And with the big game starting in the next fifteen minutes, I was waiting by the entrance, ready to take the field with the rest of the team.
There were so many people there, and a lot of our Pro-U family and fans were in attendance. I noticed a couple of girls I recognized in the crowd. Britany had been avoiding me, but when she saw me, she gave me a big smile and stopped, being left behind in the crowd.
“Oh my God! Seth! Good luck with the game.” She was as bubbly as ever, and I looked around hoping no one would see us and put us together.
“Thanks. And maybe you would do me a favor.”
“If you go to the big party tonight, I’ll do a lot of favors.”
“What about Will?” I said, rolling my eyes. She had already forgotten all about him.
“Maybe you could fight him for me. I’m sure you’ll win. I heard you already kicked his ass once.”
“Yeah, because of you and your little games. I didn’t think it was funny.”
About that time, I felt a shove, and when I looked up, Dillon gave me a hard look, and Avery shouted, “Pig!”
Clara flipped me the bird.
“Do you see the trouble you’ve caused me? I’m in love