run, fly… whatever it takes to quell this turbulence inside. Nia may have had a couple of firsts tonight, but so did I. So. Did. I.
I went down on her.
I orgasmed without pain.
No condom.
I’m still in the same bed.
No sleep, but still here. More importantly, I want her again. I’m a ‘one and done’ kind of a guy. Coming is difficult for me. I don’t always get there. Twice has always been impossible. Yet, I’m hard right now. My balls are aching. I try to make excuses as to why I came so easily. Why I’m hard right now. The biggest one of all is the lack of a condom. Bareback is amazing, but it’s not ‘exploding balls’ amazing. My balls almost exploded with Nia. There’s one more thing that was a first for me…the roar. That loud as fuck roar. I never make so much as a sound. I couldn’t stop it. That orgasm tore through me…tore it out of me. I’m reeling. What happened?
I finally fall asleep because when my eyes open again, there’s some light in the room. It’s filtering between the curtains, which are not completely shut. I think that—
I hear a moan. I know that moan. I don’t move anything except my eyes. Holy fuck!
Her hand stops moving, and she sucks in a breath. “Um…sorry. You looked like you were still fast asleep.”
I turn to face Nia. Her cheeks are flushed. Her hair is all around her on the pillow. Her dark nipples are tight and so in my face that I start to salivate.
I’ve caught her masturbating. Her hand is still firmly between her legs. Her magnificent chest is heaving. She swallows hard. “I was afraid I might forget how to…” She stops talking and bites her lip.
“How to…?” I lift my brows.
“How to come. Since I’m never having sex again, I wanted to be sure I knew how to do it on my own while things are still fresh in my mind.”
“How’s it going?” I prop myself up on my pillow and turn on my side so that I can see her better.
“Good…not nearly as good as you, but better than before.”
“Better than before?” I lift my brows.
Her cheeks heat up a whole lot.
She clears her throat. “Um…yes…better.” She looks a little crestfallen. “I’ve tried before…to…you know.”
“Masturbate?”
She nods. “Um…yes…but it didn’t work. Now that I know I can orgasm, that I have the ability…I…um…thought I would try again.” She looks sheepish. Her cheeks are a bright red.
“You should plant your feet and open your legs wider. And then…” I take her hand from between her legs and bring it to my mouth. I suck on her fingers. Fuck, but she tastes good. “Lube,” I say. “Spit works just fine. It’s better when your fingers are wet.”
She opens her legs like I said and puts her hand on her pussy. I watch her fingers disappear between her folds. Nia’s eyes widen, and she moans. I’ll be fucked if the sound doesn’t go straight to my cock.
“You’re right.” Her eyes are gorgeous. So full of lust right now that I want to climb onto her and finish her off.
I don’t.
“You should experiment a little. Try being a bit firmer. Try softer.”
I watch her hips jerk forward, and her eyes widen. I see her finger move faster.
“That’s it,” I encourage her. I can see by how her chest is heaving that she isn’t too far off. “Some women find that they orgasm harder with nipple stimulation.”
“Nipple simulation,” she pants, her hand still working her clit.
My balls are in my throat. My dick is throbbing. This is torture. I nod, dipping my head. I lick and softly suck on one of her tight nubs.
I’m gifted with a groan from Nia. “Oh…yes…” More panting. “That does feel good…so good.”
“Try it. Use your free hand to fondle your breast. Gently pinch your nipple between your fingers.”
She squeezes on her tit a couple of times. I think if I so much as run my hand down my cock I will shoot off. It can’t be, though. My wound is mostly healed. It’s an angry scar this morning. I can’t come without my blade.
Then she pinches her nipple. Her hips jerk forward, and she makes this noise that I feel in my balls. “Oh…oh…yes…I felt that between my legs.” She pinches softly again, making the same noise. “I think I’m getting there.” Her hips are rocking forward. Her hand has gone back to squeezing her full globe.
“Push two fingers inside yourself,”