tub, and listens to the makeshift storm.
The Cotswolds, England
December 31, 1899
XV
It is snowing.
Not a patina of frost, or a few wayward flakes, but a dousing of white.
Addie sits curled in the window of the little cottage, a fire at her back, and a book open on her knee, as she watches the sky fall.
She has ushered in the change of years so many ways.
Perched on London rooftops holding bottles of Champagne, and torch in hand through the cobbled roads of Edinburgh. She has danced in the halls of Paris, and watched the sky go white with fireworks in Amsterdam. She has kissed strangers, and sung of friends she’ll never meet. Gone out with bangs and with whispers.
But tonight she is content to sit, and watch the world go white beyond the window, every line and curve erased by snow.
The cottage is not hers, of course. Not in the strictest sense.
She found it more or less intact, a place abandoned, or simply forgotten. The furniture was threadbare, the cupboards almost empty. But she has had a season to make it hers, to gather wood from the copse of trees across the field. To tend the wild garden, and steal what she could not grow.
It is simply a place to rest her bones.
Outside, the storm has stopped.
The snow lies quiet on the ground. As smooth and clean as unmarked paper.
Perhaps that is what drives her to her feet.
She pulls the cloak tight around her shoulders and surges out, boots sinking instantly into the snow. It is light, whipped into a sugar film, the taste of winter on her tongue.
Once, when she was five, or six, it snowed back in Villon. A rare sight, a film of white several inches deep that coated everything. In hours, it was ruined by horses and carts, and people trudging to and fro, but Addie found a small expanse of untouched white. She rushed out into it, leaving a trail of shoes. She ran bare hands over the frozen sheets, left fingers in her wake. She ruined every inch of the canvas.
And when she was done, she looked around at the field, now covered in tracks, and mourned that it was over. The next day, the frost broke, and the ice melted, and it was the last time she played in snow.
Until now.
Now, her steps crunch the perfect snow, and it rises in her wake.
Now, she runs her fingers through the gentle hills, and they smooth behind her touch.
Now she plays in the field, and does not leave a mark.
The world remains unblemished, and for once she is grateful.
She spins and twirls, and dances partner-less across the snow, laughing at the strange and simple magic of the moment, before stepping wrong, a patch deeper than she thought.
She loses her balance, and crashes down into the pile of white, gasping at the sudden cold along her collar, the snow that creeps inside her hood. She looks up. It has begun to snow again, lightly now, flakes falling like stars. The world goes muffled, a cotton kind of quiet. And if it were not for the icy damp leaching through her clothes, she thinks she could stay here forever.
She decides she will at least stay here for now.
She sinks into the snow, lets it swallow the edges of her sight, until there is nothing but a frame around the open sky, the night cold and clear and full of stars. And she is ten again, stretched in the tall grass behind her father’s workshop, dreaming she is anywhere but home.
How strange, the winding way a dream comes true.
But now, gazing up into the endless dark, she does not think of freedom, but of him.
And then, he’s there.
Standing over her, haloed by the dark, and she thinks perhaps she is going mad again. It would not be the first time.
“Two hundred years,” Luc says, kneeling beside her, “and still behaving like a child.”
“What are you doing here?”
“I could ask the same of you.”
He holds out his hand, and she takes it, lets him draw her up out of the cold, and together they walk back to the little house, leaving only his steps in the snow.
Inside, the fire has gone out, and she groans a little herself, reaching for the lantern, hoping it will be enough to coax the fire back to life.
But Luc only looks at the smoking ruins and flicks his fingers in an absent way, and the flames surge up inside the hearth, a bloom of heat,