Nigella herself described as their lemoniness, but also to the heavenliness of being there, with her, about to do some baking together.
“Are you enjoying yourself?” she suddenly asked.
He looked at her with surprise. “Immensely. Why do you ask?”
“Because I was just wondering. The two of us … baking together. It just seems … very right.”
He looked away, out of the window. The London afternoon light was attenuated, soft. There would be rain, he noted.
He reached out and touched her hand, gently, brushing against it.
“Festina lente,” he said, and smiled.
Festina Lente, thought Caroline, would be a good name for a cookery writer. Almost as good as Delia, or even Nigella.
20. Rare Tea
EVEN IF THERE ARE many negative features to my job, thought Jenny, there is at least one that is unconditionally positive. Oedipus Snark might require of her that she be loyal to his highly dubious personal cause, but at least she was more or less left to her own devices every afternoon, when the oleaginous politician went to the House of Commons or enjoyed lengthy lunches with his friend Barbara Ragg at the Poule au Pot restaurant. He had made it clear to Jenny when he first employed her that if there was nothing still to be done in the afternoon, then she was free to go home.
“I don’t know what you get up to in your spare time, darling,” he drawled, “and I don’t care too much, frankly. No offence! So if there’s nothing doing here at headquarters, please toddle along and do whatever girly stuff you fancy.”
He smiled at her with the air of one conferring a favour, or even some sort of benediction.
“You mean this is a flexi-time job?”
“If you must use such terms, yes. Perk of the position. My own job, of course, is pretty much flexi-time, as you put it, although heaven knows how much I exert myself. See?”
Jenny bit her lip. Girly stuff! She was a graduate of the London School of Economics. She was currently reading a biography of Wittgenstein. She was … She felt herself getting warm with resentment.
“Mr. Snark, I feel that I must—”
He raised a hand to stop her. “Please! Oedipus. We don’t stand on formality here. Now then …”
And they had progressed to the next item of business, leaving Jenny secretly fuming and determined to correct his erroneous impression of her. But she never did; as the months wore on, she realised that she would never succeed in getting him to see her as an intellectual equal, to treat her without the condescension that he seemed to show in all his dealings with women. And the reason for that, she decided, was that Oedipus Snark was profoundly solipsistic. If he paid no attention to her feelings, it was because he did not see her. For one who was constantly adding “See?” to his observations, he saw remarkably little.
That afternoon, as Caroline and James embarked on the baking of Nigella’s lemon gems, Jenny found herself just a few blocks away, standing outside Daylesford Organic, debating with herself whether to go inside and treat herself to a cup of coffee, or walk up to Hatchards bookshop on Piccadilly and consult Roger Katz about what to read. It had been her birthday several days earlier and her aunt in Norfolk had sent her a book token, as she had done every year since Jenny’s fifth birthday. The value of the book token had increased by two pounds each year, with the result that it was now sufficient to allow the purchase of several hardbacks.
The onset of rain decided the matter. Jenny looked up at the sky; heavy purple clouds had built up in the east and the first drops of rain were splattering on the canvas awning of Daylesford. Inside, all was light, warmth and tempting aromas.
Just inside the doorway as she went in, an elegant dark-haired woman was dispensing small cups of tea to arriving customers. Jenny took the proffered cup and sipped.
“Jasmine,” said the woman. “Can you smell it?”
Jenny nodded, glancing at the open silver packet of tea on the table. The Rare Tea Company.
“White tea,” said the woman, “scented with jasmine. And this is oolong. Would you care to try it? I’m Henrietta, by the way.”
Jenny sipped at the second cup. “Very delicate,” she said.
“Proper tea,” said Henrietta. “When one thinks of what goes into the tea bags most people make do with …”
Jenny agreed, and was about to say so when she noticed that a man had entered