taken full responsibility for The_Ghost_of_ Barry_Fairbrother's posts on the council website, and Parminder had been so vitriolic on the telephone that they had not spoken since.
It had been such a strange thing for Fats to do, to take the blame for her post too; Sukhvinder thought of it almost as an apology. He had always seemed to read her mind: did he know that she had attacked her own mother? Sukhvinder wondered whether she would be able to confess the truth to this new counsellor in whom her parents seemed to place so much faith, and whether she would ever be able to tell the newly kind and contrite Parminder ...
She was trying to follow the service, but it was not helping her in the way that she had hoped. She was glad about the chrysanthemum oar and the teddy bear, which Lauren's mum had made; she was glad that Gaia and Andy had come, and the girls from the rowing team, but she wished that the Fairbrother twins had not refused.
('It'd upset Mum,' Siobhan had told Sukhvinder. 'See, she thinks Dad spent too much time on Krystal.'
'Oh,' said Sukhvinder, taken aback.
'And,' said Niamh, 'Mum doesn't like the idea that she'll have to see Krystal's grave every time we visit Dad's. They'll probably be really near each other.'
Sukhvinder thought these objections small and mean, but it seemed sacrilegious to apply such terms to Mrs Fairbrother. The twins walked away, wrapped up in each other as they always were these days, and treating Sukhvinder with coolness for her defection to the outsider, Gaia Bawden.)
Sukhvinder kept waiting for somebody to stand up and talk about who Krystal really was, and what she had done in her life, the way that Niamh and Siobhan's uncle had done for Mr Fairbrother, but apart from the vicar's brief reference to 'tragically short lives' and 'local family with deep roots in Pagford', he seemed determined to skirt the facts.
So Sukhvinder focused her thoughts on the day that their crew had competed in the regional finals. Mr Fairbrother had driven them in the minibus to face the girls from St Anne's. The canal ran right through the private school's grounds, and it had been decided that they were to change in the St Anne's sports hall, and start the race there.
'Unsporting, course it is,' Mr Fairbrother had told them on the way. 'Home-ground advantage. I tried to get it changed, but they wouldn't. Just don't be intimidated, all right?'
'I ain' fuck - '
'Krys - '
'I ain' scared.'
But when they turned into the grounds, Sukhvinder was scared. Long stretches of soft green lawn, and a big symmetrical golden-stoned building with spires and a hundred windows: she had never seen anything like it, except on picture postcards.
'It's like Buckingham Palace!' Lauren shrieked from the back, and Krystal's mouth had formed a round O; she had been as unaffected as a child sometimes.
All of their parents, and Krystal's great-grandmother, were waiting at the finishing line, wherever that was. Sukhvinder was sure that she was not the only one who felt small, scared and inferior as they approached the entrance of the beautiful building.
A woman in academic dress came swooping out to greet Mr Fairbrother, in his tracksuit.
'You must be Winterdown!'
'Course 'e's not, does 'e look like a fuckin' buildin'?' said Krystal loudly.
They were sure that the teacher from St Anne's had heard, and Mr Fairbrother turned and tried to scowl at Krystal, but they could tell that he thought it was funny, really. The whole team started to giggle, and they were still snorting and cackling when Mr Fairbrother saw them off at the entrance to the changing rooms.
'Stretch!' he shouted after them.
The team from St Anne's was inside with their own coach. The two sets of girls eyed each other across the benches. Sukhvinder was struck by the other team's hair. All of them wore it long, natural and shiny: they could have starred in shampoo adverts. On their own team, Siobhan and Niamh had bobs, Lauren's hair was short; Krystal always wore hers in a tight, high pony tail, and Sukhvinder's was rough, thick and unruly as a horse's mane.
She thought she saw two of the St Anne's girls exchange whispers and smirks, and was sure of it when Krystal suddenly stood tall, glaring at them, and said, 'S'pose your shit smells of roses, does it?'
'I beg your pardon?' said their coach.
'Jus' askin',' said Krystal sweetly, turning her back to pull off her tracksuit bottoms.
The urge to giggle had been too powerful to resist; the Winterdown team snorted with laughter as they changed. Krystal clowned away, and as the St Anne's crew filed out she mooned them.
'Charming,' said the last girl to leave.
'Thanks a lot,' Krystal called after her. 'I'll let yer 'ave another look later, if yeh want. I know yeh're all lezzers,' she yelled, 'stuck in 'ere together with no boys!'
Holly had laughed so much that she had doubled over and banged her head on the locker door.
'Fuckin' watch it, Hol,' Krystal had said, delighted with the effect she was having on them all. 'Yeh'll need yer 'ead.'
As they had trooped down to the canal, Sukhvinder could see why Mr Fairbrother had wanted the venue changed. There was nobody but him here to support them at the start, whereas the St Anne's crew had lots of friends shrieking and applauding and jumping up and down on the spot, all with the same kind of glossy long hair.
'Look!' shouted Krystal, pointing into this group as they passed. 'It's Lexie Mollison! Remember when I knocked yer teeth out, Lex?'
Sukhvinder had a pain from laughing. She was glad and proud to be walking along behind Krystal, and she could tell that the others were too. Something about how Krystal faced the world was protecting them from the effect of the staring eyes and the fluttering bunting, and the building like a palace in the background.
But she could tell that even Krystal was feeling the pressure as they climbed into their boat. Krystal turned to Sukhvinder, who always sat behind her. She was holding something in her hand.
'Good-luck charm,' she said, showing her.
It was a red plastic heart on a key-ring, with a picture of her little brother in it.
'I've told 'im I'm gonna bring 'im back a medal,' said Krystal.
'Yeah,' said Sukhvinder, with a rush of faith and fear. 'We will.'
'Yeah,' said Krystal, facing front again, and tucking the key-ring back inside her bra. 'No competition, this lot,' she said loudly, so the whole crew could hear. 'Bunch o' muff munchers. Le's do 'em!'
Sukhvinder remembered the starting gun and the crowd's cheers and her muscles screaming. She remembered her elation at their perfect rhythm, and the pleasure of their deadly seriousness after laughter. Krystal had won it for them. Krystal had taken away the home-ground advantage. Sukhvinder wished that she could be like Krystal: funny and tough; impossible to intimidate; always coming out fighting.
She had asked Terri Weedon for two things, and they had been granted, because Terri agreed with everyone, always. The medal that Krystal had won that day was around her neck for her burial. The other request came, at the very end of the service, and this time, as he announced it, the vicar sounded resigned.
Good girl gone bad -
Take three -
Action.
No clouds in my storms ...
Let it rain, I hydroplane into fame
Comin' down with the Dow Jones ...
Her family half carried Terri Weedon back down the royal-blue carpet, and the congregation averted its eyes.