cock against me and shakes his head. “I fucking love feeling myself all over you.”
“Mmmh…” I frame his jaw and begin to pull him toward me. “Give me that dirty mouth.”
He grins right before our mouths collide. We devour each other’s mouths until Jase is ready again. He reaches under one of the pillows and pulls a condom out. Ripping it open with his teeth, he leans on his side and rolls the condom on.
All the fluttering wings are back in an instant, creating a chaotic flight in my stomach.
He settles back between my legs, and his eyes lock onto mine. “Ready?”
My head bobs up and down super fast.
“Need to hear the words, babe,” he grins.
“Yes, I’m ready. I’ve been ready for years.”
His smile turns tender, and he presses a soft kiss to my mouth. “Thank you for fighting so fucking hard to protect what’s mine.”
My heart. It explodes into a kaleidoscope of vibrant color.
Jase begins to push inside me. Using short strokes, he keeps going deeper, and when I flinch from the sudden sharp pain, he freezes.
“I’m okay,” I whisper. “Keep going.”
He enters me another inch, and my body stiffens against the intrusion. Jase’s eyes never leave my face, and I smile to put him at ease.
His body begins to tremble against mine as he continues to keep it slow. When he’s finally all the way in, we both take a moment to breathe.
Jase lowers his head, and pressing his forehead to mine, he pulls out. His features are tight with concentration, and it has me saying, “You can go faster.”
“No,” he growls, his jaw clenched with restraint. “Not yet.”
The first couple of thrusts, Jase keeps it slow before he begins to speed up. His lips part, and when a satisfying groan slips over his lips, I feel it in my bones.
I’ve been so fixated on his response that it only hits me now, Jase just took my virginity. A wide smile spreads over my face, and tears mist up my sight from an overwhelming sense of relief and love.
The corner of Jase’s mouth curves up, and his eyes turn to molten lava as he whispers, “I love you so fucking much, Mila.”
I brush my hands down his back and gripping hold of his ass, I open my legs wider and begin to lift my hips as he thrusts inside me.
“Fuck, babe, that’s not helping,” he groans. “I’m trying to last longer than a minute.”
He pushes his hand down between us and starts to rub my clit feverishly. My head tilts back into the pillow, and then Jase latches onto my pulse, his lips and tongue lashing at my skin.
“Jase,” I whimper, and I’m surprised when I feel my release start to build. “Harder,” I groan, needing him to let go of his self-control.
Jase pulls his hand away, and it makes my eyes snap to his face. He plasters his whole body against mine, and with a rocking motion, his pelvis rubs against my clit. It makes fireworks explode behind my eyes.
“Oh, God.” The words are ripped from me, and my lungs refuse to suck in another breath as my body tenses beneath his.
As I begin to shudder, Jase again increases his thrusts until he’s driving into me, and air explodes over his lips. He jerks against me, and his face tightens with that look of awe I love so much.
Our mouths crash against each other, and we drink each other’s moans as we ride out our orgasms.
Chapter 33
JASE
God only knows how I managed to stay in control. That’s easily the second hardest thing I’ve ever had to do.
After I discard the condom, I wet a facecloth with warm water and walk back to the bed. Sitting down next to Mila, I watch her eyes widen as I softly wipe between her legs and clean the mess I made on her stomach.
I go rinse the cloth out, then say, “Let’s get back in the jacuzzi so you can relax. Hopefully, you won’t be too sore tomorrow.”
“Who knew you could be so attentive,” she teases as she slides off the bed. Once we’re in the jacuzzi, I pull her onto my lap.
She rests her head against my shoulder, and I feel her breaths fan over my neck. My eyes drift shut and smiling, I murmur, “That’s my favorite feeling.”
“What?” she whispers.
“Feeling your breath on my neck.”
She presses a quick kiss to my pulse, then relaxes against me. “Don’t let me drown if I fall asleep.”
“I won’t.” I lean my head