up after a fall. The ground keeps pulling me down as if not willing to let me go. It’s gravity, I know that, but my brain is unable to process that fact right now.
It takes me long seconds, but I manage to stand up on unsteady feet. I don’t look at Asher—not even one glance.
If I do, I’ll make the broken pieces worse. I’ll soak them with blood, bury them in my chest, and it’ll be an unsalvageable mess.
I take one step after another, putting one foot in front of the other.
One step.
Two steps.
I can do this. I can walk.
It takes me what seems like an eternity to reach the entrance. It’s empty, desolate and…wrong.
That sensation from the hospital returns with a vengeance.
Wrong.
Everything is just so fucking wrong, from the house to the hollowness to the damn air.
Jason stands at the front, leaning against the double doors. His developed arms are crossed over his chest as he watches me with furrowed brows.
He knew all along.
That’s why he warned me through Cloud003’s Instagram account. If I’d paid enough attention, I probably could’ve done something about it.
I could’ve stopped myself before I fell this deep into Asher’s trap.
Problem is, I didn’t even feel it when I was lured in. I couldn’t smell the scheme or sense the manipulations. I suspected him, but never enough to think he was after my life—literally.
I only felt the push when I fell. I only registered the fall when all the pieces scattered around me under that tree.
“Are you okay?” Jason asks slowly, but he doesn’t move from his spot.
My feet come to a screeching halt at the step. When I meet his gaze, my movements are slow and almost robotic. In my attempts to stop myself from crying, I’ve turned numb.
The hot sun above might as well become a gray cloud. I feel nothing, see nothing, and smell nothing. The world has suddenly become colorless, and I have no idea if I want the colors back.
“Ah, shit.” He rubs the back of his neck and approaches me slowly, as if I’m an injured animal. “Did Asher say something? I knew that asshole would step on you.”
“Why didn’t you tell me before?” I don’t recognize my voice; it’s neutral and dead, colorless like the world surrounding me.
He rubs his nape again, appearing uncomfortable. “Asher threatened me and my mom. She’ll have nowhere to go if Alex fires her, so we have to stay here until I secure my position in the NFL.”
“What made you change your mind?”
“I can’t keep watching you consider him a hero when he’s your worst villain.” His tone hardens with every word. “He never cared about you, Reina. Not once in his selfish, fucked-up existence did Asher Carson look at you like he gives two fucks about your wellbeing.”
My brows furrow.
Yes, Asher might have only approached me for revenge, and he’s always been his own brand of asshole, but I saw those small gestures…the way his eyes softened, the show of affection in his green gaze, the tightening of his jaw afterward as if he didn’t want to care.
It doesn’t matter, though, does it?
None of it erases what he did. His intention was loud and clear on the roof, in the classroom, and in the locker room.
He wanted to kill me.
Don’t they say actions speak louder than words?
I’ve witnessed his actions. Hell, I can still feel those creepy vibes down to my bones.
“Tell me everything you know, Jace.” I meet his kind brown gaze with my determined one.
My brain is telling me to retreat to my room, hide under the covers, and cry—but my sheets still smell like him from yesterday. Hell, my entire body does.
I’m still sore from him, still full of him in ways even I don’t want to admit.
Besides, if I give the gloomy cloud any freedom, it’ll just take over and leave me with nothing but depression and dark thoughts.
My best bet is to know what I’ve done. There’s nothing scarier than ignorance. It slowly creeps under your skin and eats you alive, and when you decide to act, it’s already too late.
I’m solving this before it turns unresolvable.
Jason cocks his head to the side. “Follow me.”
I don’t question and walk behind him as he heads to the pool house.
His shoulders become my focus as I try to walk right. My brain keeps pulling me in different directions. One part wants to run back to Asher and demand the truth from him. The other part is letting the gloomy