sorcery rages on within it?' He faced his brother. 'Did you look closely at that blade? Oh, skilfully done, but there are ... shards, trapped in the iron. Of some other metal, which resisted the forging. Any apprentice swordsmith could tell you that such a blade will shatter at first blow.'
'No doubt the sorcery invested would have prevented that,' Fear replied.
'So,' Trull sighed, 'Rhulad's body is being prepared.'
'Yes, it has begun. The Warlock King has drawn our parents into the privacy of his longhouse. All others are forbidden to enter. There will be ... negotiations.'
'The severing of their youngest son's hands, in exchange for what?'
'I don't know. The decision will be publicly announced, of course. In the meantime, we are left to our own.'
'Where is Binadas?'
Fear shrugged. 'The healers have taken him. It will be days before we see him again. Mages are difficult to heal, especially when it's broken bone. The Arapay who tended to him said there were over twenty pieces loose in the flesh of his hip. All need to be drawn back into place and mended. Muscle and tendons to knit, vessels to be sealed and dead blood expunged.'
Trull walked over to a bench alongside a wall and sat down, settling his head in his hands. The whole journey seemed unreal now, barring the battle-scars on flesh and armour, and the brutal evidence of a wrapped corpse now being dressed for burial.
The Jheck had been Soletaken. He had not realized. Those wolves...
To be Soletaken was a gift belonging to Father Shadow and his kin. It belonged to the skies, to creatures of immense power. That primitive, ignorant barbarians should possess a gift of such prodigious, holy power made no sense.
Soletaken. It now seemed ... sordid. A weapon as savage and as mundane as a raw-edged axe. He did not understand how such a thing could be.
'A grave test awaits us, brother.'
Trull blinked up at Fear. 'You sense it as well. Something's coming, isn't it?'
'I am unused to this ... to this feeling. Of helplessness. Of... not knowing.' He rubbed at his face, as if seeking to awaken the right words from muscle, blood and bone. As if all that waited within him ever struggled, futile and frustrated, to find a voice that others could hear.
A pang of sympathy struck Trull, and he dropped his gaze, no longer wanting to witness his brother's discomfort. 'It is the same with me,' he said, although the admission was not entirely true. He was not unused to helplessness; some feelings one learned to live with. He had none of Fear's natural, physical talents, none of his brother's ease. It seemed his only true skill was that of relentless observation, fettered to a dark imagination. 'We should get some sleep,' he added. 'Exhaustion ill fits these moments. Nothing will be announced without us.'
'True enough, brother.' Fear hesitated, then reached out and settled a hand on Trull's shoulder. 'I would you stand at my side always, if only to keep me from stumbling.' The hand withdrew and Fear walked towards the sleeping chambers at the back of the longhouse.
Trull stared after him, stunned by the admission, half disbelieving. As I gave words to comfort him, has he just done the same for me?
Theradas had told him they could hear the sounds of battle, again and again, cutting through the wind and the blowing snow. They'd heard bestial screams of pain, wolf-howls crying in mortal despair. They'd heard him leading the Jheck from their path. Heard, until distance stole from them all knowledge of his fate. And then, they had awaited the arrival of the enemy – who never came.
Trull had already forgotten most of those clashes, the numbers melding into one, a chaotic nightmare unstepped from time, swathed in the gauze of snow stretched and torn by the circling wind, wrapping ever tighter. Bound and carried as if made disparate, disconnected from the world. Is this how the direst moments of the past are preserved? Does this pain-ridden separation occur to each and every one of us – us ... survivors? The mind's own barrow field, the trail winding between the mounded earth hiding the heavy stones and the caverns of darkness with their blood-painted walls and fire-scorched capstones – a life's wake, forlorn beneath a grey sky. Once walked, that trail could never be walked again. One could only look back, and know horror at the vastness and the riotous accumulation of yet more barrows. More, and more.
He rose and made