his agony. “Are you touching yourself? Because I’m touching myself.”
“Ooooh. Hyatt.”
“Put your phone on speaker. I’ll do the same.” Hyatt had no idea what he was doing but allowed instinct to guide him. To get his alpha through this unusual situation and to build more trust between them. In another month, their roles could easily be reversed, with Hyatt relying on Dorian to keep his wits and act in their best interests. Right now, it was Hyatt’s turn to prove himself to his future mate.
“I ache,” Dorian panted. “I’ve never…not like this.”
“I know. The mating bond changes everything for us.” In his mind’s eye, Hyatt saw a panting Dorian crouched naked on his bed, asshole shiny with slick, needing something only Hyatt could give him. “Have you penetrated yourself, Dorian?”
His alpha whined. “A while ago. One finger. It helped for a bit, but it wasn’t enough.”
“Then use two.” The blunt order shocked the hell out of Hyatt, but he had to help Dorian find relief. Every part of him needed to do this, even if it pushed them both outside their comfort zones. “You can take two.”
Another whine was followed by a few long moments of panting, gasping, and some incredibly sexy noises. “Oh, that’s better. Wish it was you, my omega. Oh.”
“It will be. Next time, I’ll be there with you. I’ll hold you and cuddle you and give you what you need.” In these heated moments, the words made sense. But would Dorian really want that when he was back in his right mind? To be fucked by his omega? Did any alpha truly want that?
“Yes. Yes, Hyatt. Feels good. Oh shit, I’m going to come.”
Hyatt jerked his own cock hard, absorbing every single sound Dorian made over the phone. Every gasp and cry and the sound of slick skin slapping skin. It was crude and sexy and strange, and still oh so perfectly right. “Stuff your ass, alpha,” Hyatt said. “Stuff it full and come for me. Let me hear how much you want me.”
Dorian howled, and for a long while, all Hyatt heard was heavy breathing, alongside the slippery noises of his own masturbation. He couldn’t quite get there, though, not until Dorian said, “I need to hear you come, my omega.”
“Fuck yes.” Hyatt stroked himself harder, until his climax shattered down his spine and left him a boneless mess in the middle of his bed, t-shirt splattered with come.
“Oh, that was…everything I needed, Hyatt. Thank you.”
Hyatt gasped for air after the most intense orgasm of his entire life, and finally managed to say, “Me too. I feel incredible. Wow.”
“Big wow.”
He lay there for a while, listening to Dorian breathe while they both came down from the experience. Dorian was likely still slick and horny, thanks to his cycle, but he sounded calmer than when they’d first spoken. Hyatt hoped he’d taken some of the edge off his desperation. All he wanted was for his bondmate to be happy.
“How are you?” Dorian asked.
“I’m great. I’ve never done anything like this before but I loved it. Loved knowing I was helping you.”
“You did help me. I honestly feel more relaxed now than I have since it began. Listening to you. Feeling as if you were close by.”
I would have been there if you’d let me. “Well, if it helps, that was the most incredible orgasm of my entire life.” Not that Hyatt had any to truly compare it to, beyond a few jerk-off sessions when he got morning wood. But everything about this had been beyond his wildest expectations of what simple phone sex could be. Real sex? He’d probably explode.
“It does help. Goddess, if this was so intense for me, I can’t imagine how heat will be for you next month.”
“I want you there, Dorian. Even if we aren’t ready to mate and all you do is hold me and feed me and help me shower. I trust you to take care of my body and heart.”
Dorian released a soft, panty sound. “It means everything to hear you say that after knowing me for a month.”
“Our hearts know.”
They didn’t speak again for a while. Hyatt closed his eyes and imagined Dorian was in bed beside him. That all he had to do was reach out and he could touch his bondmate’s sweaty skin, feel the pulse of his blood and the rise and fall of his chest as he breathed. That he could smell his alpha’s slick.
I will. I’ll know all these things soon.
“What time’s the