probably couldn’t handle this much longer. We were already slipping, and we couldn’t take a massive hit as we went into the slow season.
I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. Maybe there was a way out of this without the three of us killing each other. Or maybe we’d go back to being alone. Who knows? Either way, I didn’t really see a lot of ways for this to end well.
Chapter Seventeen
Jenny
I could not get Johnathan out of my mind. I thought that I would be satisfied with sleeping with the other two, but my body seemed to think that I needed to sleep with all three of them to feel complete.
I had never been a very sexual person. I had never been a person who needed to rip off my dress and bang the sexy guy that I saw in the kitchen. But now, my pussy was throbbing just looking at Johnathan. There was something incredibly sexy about him, with his glasses and his dark hair. He was like the nerd who turned out to be a model.
I knew I had to do something about it, but I didn’t know what. The other two had approached me and they had basically made it easy. Matthew had just taken me home one night, and that was the end of it.
I did not think that I could flirt and be sexy. But when I heard Johnathan was staying home that day, to keep an eye on me, I decided that I needed to make a move.
I put on the shortest, sexiest dress in the closet, and headed barefoot into the living room.
I had noticed that something had changed in the past few days. They had been going to work together, after having one of them stay with me for a while but seemed to have eased up on that policy. Now, it seemed like they were starting that up again. I wanted to know if they just had a change of heart or whether there was something new happening.
It seemed like Johnathan was doing everything he could to not pay attention to me. He was sitting on his laptop, and he was particularly glued to it. The couch around him was full of pillows and blankets, and there was no room for a normal obvious solution, like me just curling up beside him.
‘Hey,” I said to him, and he looked up. Saw him do a double-take at my outfit, but he didn’t say anything about it.
“Hey,” he said. “Everything OK?”
“Yeah,” I said. “What’s, uh...what’s going on?”
“Just doing some work,” he said as he watched me come closer. I moved a couple pillows and blankets and sat down beside him. He couldn’t take his eyes off me, and I watched him swallow hard.
“Is it really important work?" I asked. It wasn’t the sexiest thing I had ever said, but I felt like I could start there.
“It’s...yes?” he asked. I met his eyes.
“I mean…is it something you could not work on for an hour or two?”
“I mean, probably,” he said. “Is there something you need?”
“Yes,” I said. I decided that my best bet was just to go for it. In my mind, for some reason, I felt like there was no time to waste. I leaned in and planted a kiss square on his lips.
God, I felt like an amateur. I almost missed his lips, but he seemed prepared for it. He took my face and pulled it a bit closer.
When we kissed, I felt sparks. I had only felt it two other times before, and that was when I kissed his brothers.
I stuck my tongue into his mouth, and he moaned as he pulled me towards him.
“You shouldn’t do that,” he said when we broke apart. I raised an eyebrow.
“Why not?” I asked.
“Because you don’t understand what you can do to a man,” he said. “And what you can do to the bear within.”
I met his eyes.
“I want…” I couldn’t believe I was saying this. These brothers made me feel like a whole new woman. “I want to excite the bear within.”
“Oh, baby,” he said. “There’s literally nothing you can do to stop that. Look at you, with your sexy little dress, and your husky voice.”
“You like my voice?” I asked, and he leaned in to kiss me.
“I like everything about you,” he said as he started to kiss me again. It wasn’t long before he began to kiss down my neckline. I shivered as he kissed down my breasts.