is cut in a V, revealing her bare back—no bra strap. All I can think about is how silky her skin would feel under my fingertips and how good her blond curls would smell if I buried my nose in them.
My brain goes offline when she purrs, “Excuse me, Benji…” But her eyes are still on the pool, her purring only for Vivian. I’m riveted, mouth agape, frozen with one foot on the patio outside, my palms strangling a pair of wineglasses. I take a shallow breath and another, anticipating what might come after hearing her say my name so sensually.
She doesn’t disappoint.
“How about you slide one of those talented hands into my pants…”
Beads of sweat form on my forehead while I hang on to the word “pants” with both hands. I find myself wishing this was a choose-your-own-adventure story. I lapse into a fantasy about sliding my hands into her pants, which is probably why I didn’t notice she turned around.
Her voice trailed off some time ago. Now she’s staring at me, phone to her ear, her mouth gently agape—ironically not unlike the Cris in my debauched fantasy. And here I am, in limbo at the open patio door, statue still. It’s painfully obvious I’m eavesdropping.
Well. Painful for her. I’m so intrigued I can hardly think straight.
“I have to go,” she says to Vivian. Then in a harsh whisper adds, “Call you later.”
She ends the call and slides the phone into the pocket of her pants. The same pants she suggested I slide one of my “talented hands” into.
Her smile brightens as if by force. “Hey! Change of plans. I’m going to head home after all. I am beat. Sorry to make you go through the hoops for the wine.” She laughs, but it’s not the sinful, playful trill from before. No, no. This laugh is bordering maniacal.
“What a night!” she says. Loudly. She steps around me, careful not to bump the wineglasses or brush against so much as my arm.
Surely she’s not going to pretend she didn’t say what we both know she said—what she has to know I overheard.
I follow her brisk steps into the kitchen.
“Sorry again about the wine,” she calls, moving away from me as I set down our glasses on the bar. She shoulders her purse and walks away. I jog to catch up.
“Oh, hell no.” I press my hand against the front door as she attempts to pull it open. “You’re not going anywhere. Not until you explain what just happened.”
Chapter Six
Cris
Crap. I knew that wouldn’t work.
I turn slowly to face him. He’s close. Too close. Regret surfs on the crashing waves in my stomach. “I should go.”
He shakes his head. “You’re not leaving until we talk about your date.”
The date. He wants to talk about my date? Maybe he didn’t hear what I told Vivian. Maybe there was a blip in the universe, and the words I thought were overheard instead frittered off and vanished into the atmosphere.
Then he tacks on, “And whatever you said about your pants.”
Double crap.
This is Viv’s fault. She called to say she felt betrayed because I’ve been giving Benji the lowdown on my dating life rather than talking to her. In my defense there wasn’t much to tell. She then accused me of using the postmortems following my dates as an excuse to date Benji. I laughed and explained those were his idea, and then possibly protested a wee bit too much.
To throw her off my trail, I recapped my date with Rick Backer, who might be the penny-pinchingest man I’ve ever been in the presence of, and I’m including my maternal grandfather who died a millionaire and left his money to my uncle—my mom’s brother—but lived eighty-eight years as a miser.
Vivian then mentioned I’d better step up my frequency of dates since I needed to cash in my V-card (the V is for virginity), and that’s when I blurted out I’d love an orgasm. She suggested Benji. I laughed again and acted as if it was a ludicrous suggestion. She is engaged to Benji’s brother. I don’t want how I feel about Benji getting back to Nate.
“Have a seat.” Benji tips his head toward the bar where our abandoned wineglasses sit. I shake my head. “Cris.”
“Benji.” I guess I can be thankful I didn’t mention the V-card thing or else I’d have a lot more explaining to do. Although judging by the look on his face, I already have plenty of explaining to do as it