took my mind from our immediate problems. I reached out for the hanging blanket nearest the west wall, and a pale hand snaked from behind it, grasping my wrist like a vice.
“Having a party?” a voice as cold as ocean depths echoed from behind the drape. “Without me?”
Julian.
I almost screamed, but didn’t. He stepped out, still holding me—dressed in black, looking identical to the image imprinted on my memory: broad, pale features set off by cold eyes. All I could feel was fear. Uncontrollable, sickening waves of fear washed down my throat, making my teeth click rapidly together.
From the corner of my eye, I saw Philip turn and stop. “Did you climb all the way up the side of this building just to impress me?” His voice was light and flippant. He had good control.
“Of course not,” my maker answered. “I took the stairs to the roof and climbed down one floor. Did I impress you?”
“As always. It’s good to see you.”
Even through my haze of fear, I could hear that their casual banter was wrong—it didn’t fit. And from the corner of my eye, I could see Philip’s face, guarded but terrified, no matter how calm he sounded.
His gift didn’t work against Julian. Strange how the one person Philip feared in this world had been the reason for my existence, always there, but distant, hiding in the shadows, the one person William truly remembered.
Had Julian ever felt my gift? Did he know what his pretty creation could do?
Reaching up with my free hand, I touched his fingers softly. “Master, your grip is too tight.”
I focused on emanating an image of myself—small, fragile, hardly worth the bother of a creature like Julian, far beneath him in every respect. A peasant, and yet somehow one of his own. How could he think of hurting me? Harmless and defenseless, I needed protection and the strength of someone like him.
His susceptibility to suggestion surprised me. Philip had played along when we first met, even allowed himself to be affected, but he always knew the game. He always knew exactly what I was.
But Julian let go instantly, actually steadying me to make sure I wouldn’t fall.
“My father is dead?” he asked, his words sounding more like a statement than a question.
Some of my terror began to fade, and I bowed my head for a moment, as if not worthy of looking him in the face. Then carefully, I raised my eyes.
“Yes, my lord.”
“And where is his murderer?”
“Dead. Philip killed him.”
A flicker of relief passed across his pale features. His work here was done. The senile abortion he called father no longer haunted him. Revenge had been exacted, and Philip and I were no threat because we had been beaten into states of eternal fear. Things must have looked quite rosy.
He didn’t seem to sense or suspect a thing about our growing telepathy. Maybe Philip gave him too much credit?
My hope began to rise.
Maybe if we just behaved correctly, fed his ego, and walked three steps behind him, we’d get out of this without a fight. I had no pride left, not when it came to Julian.
But then he turned to Wade, who’d been standing silently in the corner, just watching, breathing quickly. Even wearing his canvas jacket, he looked so slender, almost fragile, his white-blond hair hanging forward over his eyes. After that first intense scan of my memories a few nights ago, Wade knew my maker well.
My heart sank again.
“Who is this?” Julian asked. “Did Philip bring dinner?”
I wanted to scream, to claw his eyes out. What had I been thinking? Hoping we could flatter our way out of this? Julian would never let Wade out of the building.
Of all the ways I thought to die, defending a mortal wasn’t one of them. Then again . . . I did possess one weapon, and I still might be able to use it here.
But it was difficult not to think of days long past. The sight of Julian brought back memories long forgotten, interfering with my gift. I remembered serving my first banquet at Cliffbracken, when he sat at the lavish dining table . . . back when the house was still alive. He had seemed so large, and I had felt so small.
Not anymore.
Not unless I wanted him to see me that way.
I pushed the memories away . . . pushed my fear away, and then moved between him and Wade, focusing hard on emanating my gift.
Concentrate. Get him on his knees.
“Master, please.”