didn’t want you to know. He kept watch on you for years, waiting to see what would happen. But nothing ever did, and in the end, you left on your own, proving Julian’s point that we were all meant to live alone . . . He didn’t consider William a true vampire.”
“You’re missing the point. Edward and I developed no psychic powers from living together. It never even occurred to us.”
“I know. Angelo said such power must be taught . . . like Wade has done for you. Perhaps we all have the power buried, waiting to wake.”
“All except Julian.”
Yes, all except Julian. That was the crux. He feared what he did not possess, enough to murder his own kind.
Philip stood up, towering over me. “Leisha?”
“Mmmmm?” He pulled me out of concentration.
“Do you remember a few weeks ago, when Maggie called me and told me you were living with her?”
“Yes, I remember.”
“It hurt, and I hadn’t felt anything for a long time.”
“You missed her?”
“No, it wasn’t that. But she spoke of fireplaces and the three of you talking together. It didn’t seem fair when I had to stay by myself. It made me think of John and Angelo—things pushed to the back of my head for so many years.”
“And you like having company now?”
“Yes, but look at us! Julian was right. Only a few nights together, and it’s started.”
I turned to him angrily. “Listen to yourself! He’s been rationalizing his own fear, his own weakness, for so long you’ve started believing it. Telepathy isn’t a disease. It’s more like a muscle. The more you use it, the stronger it grows. If not for Wade . . . Oh, he’s still in the bedroom.”
“Oh.”
Philip jumped up and crossed the room. “I am sorry, Wade. We’re finished.” He spoke like someone who’d known Wade for years.
When they came back to the couch together, I noticed similar lines of sadness below their eyes, on their foreheads. What a team the three of us made. Almost everyone we’d ever cared about was dead or gone, taken away in this unstoppable conflict, which started with the single action of Edward Claymore jumping off his own front porch.
Why couldn’t we mourn? Wade had tear ducts. Why didn’t he cry for Dominick? Philip rarely mentioned Maggie unless he had to. And me? I couldn’t think about William, couldn’t let the image of his face enter my consciousness or I might dry up and crumble. What a team.
A fruit basket sat cheerfully on an oak writing desk against the wall. I picked it up and peeled back the plastic cover. “Wade, you should eat some of this. Do you like apples? Maybe these grapes?”
He nodded tiredly, and I flashed inside his mind, I’m sorry about Dominick.
No answer came, but he took some grapes and a banana from me.
“We should go,” Philip said. “I called Julian hours ago, but he did not tell me his location.”
“Couldn’t we just keep all this a secret?” I asked. “Why does he have to know?”
“He’ll know,” Philip answered softly.
I wasn’t so sure, but those stories of Julian stepping out from nowhere frightened me enough. I kept fantasizing his dark visage popping up behind the couch, a broadsword arcing in his grasp.
Wade’s hands were shaking, maybe delayed shock from everything he’d gone through tonight. Helping him peel the banana, I asked, “Do you still have the Prius?”
“Yes.”
“Good, we’ll let Philip drive. One ride with him and nothing will ever scare you again.”
We all laughed briefly, but the laughter was forced. Taking the fruit basket seemed a good idea. It would be easy for me to forget that mortals had to eat every day. Wade seldom spoke up about things like hunger or sleep.
He’d have to come with us, at least for now, at least until we figured something else out. He was just so vulnerable, so unprepared for what lay ahead. Even his growing tolerance, perhaps acceptance, of Philip might fade away after witnessing the first hunt. Running all night, sleeping all day. What kind of life was that for a man like Wade?
But nothing could be done about it now.
“Help me take those blankets off the windows,” Philip said. “We won’t need them anymore, and the maids might wonder why we put them up.”
“Okay,” I answered uncertainly.
How could he worry about things like blankets over hotel windows and then kill cops on busy streets? Sometimes he was too weird—even for me.
The next few seconds caught me completely off guard. Thinking about Philip’s inconsistencies