his head toward the car door. Loose ashes from his Marlboro scattered lightly on the pavement. “Get in.”
Soiled McDonald’s and Burger King bags covered the passenger seat. He gathered most of them up and threw them in the back without apologizing. It took him five tries to get the engine started.
“Where on the pier?” he asked.
“Just down by the aquarium. Where are you going?”
“No place. I just had to get out of there. Couldn’t breathe.”
“Do you actually put tattoos on people?”
He glanced over. “No, I bake doughnuts, and the tattoo sign just lures hungry people in. What do you think?”
“Do you have any?”
“Any what?”
“Tattoos.”
“Yeah.”
“Can I see them?”
This time he slowed the car down slightly. “How old are you?”
“Twenty-one.”
“Bullshit.”
“Want to see my license?”
He stayed quiet for a minute, and then said, “You want to blow off your friends and go have a drink someplace?”
“Why don’t we just get a bottle and drive to Union Park?”
For the first time, he smiled at me. “Look in the glove box.”
I popped it open and found a half-empty fifth of Black Velvet. “Nice. You shouldn’t keep it there, though. That’s the first place cops look.”
“I never speed.”
His teeth were yellow and the stench of three-day-old perspiration drifted over to my side of the car.
“What’s your name?” he asked.
“Does it matter?”
Mortals never cease to surprise me. He looked about as bright as an antique fire hose, but he suddenly realized this situation was a bit out of the ordinary.
“Hey, what are you doing with me?”
“I was bored. You looked bored.”
He still seemed uncertain, as if he thought maybe I was going to get him off and then ask for a hundred bucks.
He pulled into Union Park, grabbed the bottle out of my hand, and stepped outside. The lights on the water were beautiful at night. Black, cold water so polluted no one could swim in it, but tugboats drifted gently across the surface, in and out of the harbor, at all hours. I loved it.
My companion walked halfway up a grassy hill and sat down. The place was deserted. We could hear cars and distant voices, but couldn’t see anyone. I sat down next to him and took a shallow drink from the bottle, even though warm, straight Black Velvet didn’t appeal to me.
He reached out for another drink and grabbed my wrist instead. His hand surprised me. The bottle fell and shattered on a jagged rock. Instinctively, I tried to pull away, and he pinned me down beneath his chest. Bile rose in my throat as I tasted warm whiskey and stale French fries on his mouth. He was too strong to push off, and panic set in. He ripped the back of my tank top, and I managed to pull my face away.
“Don’t.”
“What’s wrong?” he breathed without letting me up.
His eyes looked like Dominick’s, cruel and flat. This must be the way Dominick made love, too. I pretended he was Dominick and felt my own control returning.
When he kissed me again, I didn’t struggle. Memories of watching Maggie flooded past me, and I kissed him back the way she would have, openmouthed, with no pressure at all. His tongue pressed in violently.
The grass felt soft, and his body felt hard. Running my hands lightly up his chest, I listened to a sharp intake of breath. He rolled over with a groan and let my lips move down his unshaven cheek.
Touching him made me sick, but I just kept seeing him as Dominick. As my face buried itself in the crook of his neck, I reached up with one hand, grabbed his hair and bit down so hard that hot liquid spurted out in a tiny, pulsing fountain on the first strike.
His body bucked once, but I ripped upward with my teeth and bit down again so fast he went into shock. The blood tasted good, sweet. I tried to shut out all the ugly, shabby images of his life flowing through my mind. The faster I drained him, the fainter he got. With each swallow his arms grew weaker until they stopped pushing at me altogether.
Even when I couldn’t take in any more, his heart thumped in his chest. I dragged him down the hill and rolled him into the bay, watching him sink, glad he was dying.
It was an unexpected experience, standing over the black water, blood all over my face and arms, rejoicing in someone else’s death. So far I’d always hated killing. Tonight was a first.
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