couldn't be. All those things I'd been told about them - how they'd been raised, lost their virginity, and lived as if they were two copies of the same man - didn't matter. They were a team. They weren't lone wolves, but matched ones. And as Trent kissed me hard, seducing my mouth with his, I finally began to figure it out.
"Can't take her upstairs if your tongue is down her throat," Pax teased.
Trent kissed me again, softly this time. "She said she'll go on a date with us."
Pax chuckled. "You still have to let her go. Elena? I have a towel."
I slid off Trent's lap, feeling him release me as slowly as possible, then turned for the stairs. Sure enough, Pax was holding a towel for me. Above the water, it was cold, and I knew it would be worse away from the hot tub, but there was something kind of sweet about how these men pampered me.
"I'm going to freeze aren't I?" I asked.
"Towel and straight inside," Pax said. "Won't complain about the hard nipples, but torture is not one of my fetishes."
As soon as I was off the stairs, he bundled me in the towel, and we started moving. Behind me, Trent chuckled, making it clear he was watching, but I didn't care if I looked silly. I scurried, and Pax only barely beat me to the door, opening it to let me rush inside. There, I stopped just before I reached the carpet and began to wipe off the excess water.
And three sets of eyes were watching me.
Lane lay across the sofa as a wolf, silently staring. Ian turned his chair and let his eyes run over my body. Seth just looked up from his book with a smile. I'd mostly forgotten they'd be here. I'd intentionally set this up because I hadn't spent much time with Trent and Pax, but were my other guys jealous? How did that even work?
"I'm making chicken alfredo tonight," Seth said. "It heats up well."
I just ducked my head, aware that my cheeks were getting warmer. "Please tell me this is only weird in my head."
Lane woofed, making Ian laugh. "That's a negative bark," Ian explained. "Which means you don't need to worry. I mean, unless you two would prefer to have it out on the kitchen counter again." Then he pushed himself out of his chair and made his way closer.
"Sorry," I breathed, pretty sure I'd made a mistake somewhere.
Ian just caught my chin, making me look up at him. "I love that little blush. Go play with your mates." His eyes shifted to Pax. "Both of you?"
"Yep." He didn't elaborate.
Ian nodded. "Good." Then he kept going, heading for the kitchen.
I just grabbed Pax's hand and made my way to the stairs. I should not be embarrassed. This was allowed, it was fine, it was sexy. The guys weren't mad at all, and yet everything I'd ever been taught was trying to make me feel like I should be ashamed. I wasn't. I would not be. I had five hot, amazing boyfriends, and I could enjoy them in whatever order I wanted to.
We were barely on the stairs when Pax wrapped his arms around my waist. "I half expected you to back out."
Just as we reached the top, I turned to face him. "I know what I want, and for once, I'm chasing it." Then I tapped the middle of his chest to show him what I meant.
His lips curled into a smile. "I think I like it when you want to use me, Alpha." Then he spun me around and gently pushed me forward. "And I'm going to have fun untying every one of those bows while we wait for Trent to get his ass up here."
CHAPTER 37
The moment we were in his room, Pax tossed me onto his bed like I was nothing more than his toy. I gasped, sitting up to pull him down on top of me. Surprisingly, he didn't resist. We were both still wrapped in towels, but he shed his, tossing it onto the floor before leaning in for my mouth. The kiss was slow but deep, driving away the last of my anxiety.
Because I'd never done this before. Never with two men at the same time, and certainly not when I started it. The simple fact that I'd basically called him yesterday to get laid? It felt wonderfully dirty, but I wasn't sure of the rules. I had no idea what would