way of putting me at ease.
I take hold of his cock and guide it to my entrance, letting out a soft hiss as the head pierces my ring. I take it slow, rocking back and forth as I let inch after inch fill me. I can tell it’s taking every ounce of willpower Connor has not to thrust up, but he manages to hold off until he’s completely bottomed out.
“Fucking hell…this is so fucking tight,” Connor grunts out. “Fuck, baby, I need to move.”
I nod. “Do it. Fuck me, Con.”
I feel his large hands gripping my ass as he thrusts up hard, over and over. I chose this position because I figured it’d be easier for Connor his first time out if I did most of the work; I should have known he wouldn’t let that fly, though. He’s as intense and commanding with anal sex as he is with everything else.
And I love it.
Without a whole lot of warning, Connor grabs me by the hips and flips me onto my back; and before I know it, I have my feet hooked over his shoulders and he’s thrusting into me in hard, powerful strokes, hitting me deep and exactly where I need.
I can barely even get any words out through the grunts and groans of pleasure pushing their way through my lips, and what I do get out is just a string of panted curses. “Fuck…shit…damn it…Jesus…fuck…”
“I hope all that means you’re liking it,” Connor says with a breathless grunt.
“Fuck yeah…don’t fucking stop.”
“Couldn’t if I fucking tried, babe. You feel so fucking good. So freakin’ tight…”
“Ah, fuck, Con…I need to come.”
“Grab your cock, baby.”
I do as he says, closing my hand around my cock and stroking hard. It doesn’t take long for me to get there, and as I hurtle over the edge, coming hard and fast, I’m vaguely aware of Connor’s body tensing up on top of me as he reaches his own climax.
After we’ve both taken a few moments to catch our breath, Connor untangles my legs from over his shoulders and pulls out of my ass. Then he collapses onto the bed next to me.
“Are you sure that was your first time with a guy?” I tease. “‘Cause that was pretty freakin’ epic.”
“Hey, I was just following your lead.”
I let out a soft chuckle before shifting my body so I’m facing him. “Do you have something I can clean up with?” I show him my cum-covered hand. “I’m a bit of a mess.”
Without even really hesitating, Connor reaches out and takes a hold of my wrist, guiding my hand toward his mouth. Then he proceeds to lick away the cum that’s collected there.
“Um…what…?” I can’t even form a proper sentence I’m so shocked—and turned on—by what just happened.
Connor lets go of my hand and glances toward me, his beautiful eyes full of apprehension. “Was that not okay?”
“No, no, that was fine,” I rush to reassure him. “Totally fine. Really freakin’ hot, actually. I was just surprised is all. I mean…wasn’t that the first time you’ve tasted cum?”
He nods. “Yeah. Well, apart from my own.”
Holyjesuschrist.
“Did you like it?” I ask curiously.
He offers a soft smile. “I didn’t hate it. And I like that you liked it. Makes me want to suck your cock now.”
Fucking hell. Okay, I litterally just came, but if he keeps talking like this I’m going to be ready to go again very soon.
“Listen…” I feel Connor’s large hand come down to rest at my side as he fixes me with an intent look. “I think before anything else happens we should probably work out where we stand.”
14
Connor
“Where we stand?”
I can tell by Josh’s expression this isn’t a conversation he wants to be having right now, but I know if we don’t things could get even more complicated than they already are.
“Yeah. I don’t really like flings. They’re messy and always tend to get way more complicated than they need to be. I like things that have definitions, which is why I stick to one night stands or actual relationships—although, to be fair, I haven’t had one of those in a really long time.” I let out a heavy breath and look at Josh intently. “I really like you, and I’d like for us to date. Like really, properly date—out in public where people are going to see us and know we’re together and stuff. But if that’s not what you want, and I totally understand if it’s not given all the circumstances, then this