mother to death and branded herself a whore in the eyes of all the village.
Would it even get that far? she wondered. Perhaps when her father learned the truth he would kill her-he'd beaten her for far less. Or perhaps Lord Feringal would have her paraded through the streets so that the villagers might taunt her and throw rotten fruit and spit upon her. Or perhaps in a fit of rage Lord Feringal would cut the baby from her womb and send soldiers out to murder Jaka.
What of the baby? What might the nobles of Auckney do to a child who was the result of the cuckolding of their lord? Meralda had heard stories of such instances in other kingdoms, tales of potential threats to the throne, tales of murdered infants.
All the possibilities whirled in Meralda's mind one night as she lay in her bed, all the terrible possibilities, events too wicked for her to truly imagine, and too terrifying for her to honestly face. She rose and dressed quietly, then went in to see her mother, sleeping comfortably, curled up in her father's arms.
Meralda silently mouthed a heartsick apology to them both, then stole out of the house. It was a wet and windy night. To the woman's dismay, she didn't find Jaka in his usual spot in the fields above the houses, so she went to his house. Trying not to wake his kin, Meralda tossed pebbles against the curtain screening his glassless window.
The curtain was abruptly yanked to the side, and Jaka's handsome face poked through the opening.
"It's me, Meralda," she whispered, and the young man's face brightened in surprise. He held his hand out to her, and when she clenched it, he pulled it close to his face through the opening, his smile wide enough to take in his ears.
"I must talk with you," Meralda explained. "Please come outside."
"It's warmer in here," Jaka replied in his usual sly, lewd tone.
Knowing it unwise but shivering in the chill night air, Meralda motioned to the front door and scurried to it. Jaka was there in a moment, stripped bare to the waist and holding a single candle. He put his finger over his pursed lips and took Meralda by the arm, walking her quietly through the curtained doorway that led to his bedchamber. Before the young woman could begin to explain, Jaka was against her, kissing her, pulling her down beside him.
"Stop!" she hissed, pulling away. "We must talk."
"Later," Jaka said, his hands roaming.
Meralda rolled off the side of the bed and took a step away. "Now," she said. " 'Tis important."
Jaka sat up on the edge of the bed, grinning still but making no move to pursue her.
"I'm running too late," Meralda explained bluntly.
Jaka's face screwed up as though he didn't understand.
"I am with child," the woman blurted softly. "Your child."
The effect of her words would have been no less dramatic if she had smashed Jaka across the face with a cudgel. "How?" he I stammered after a long, trembling pause. "It was only once."
"I'm guessing that we did it right, then," the woman returned dryly.
"But-" Jaka started, shaking his head. "Lord Feringal? What are we to do?" He paused again, then turned a sharp eye upon Meralda. "Have you and he-?"
"Only yourself," Meralda firmly replied. "Only that once in all my life."
"What are we to do?" Jaka repeated, pacing nervously. Meralda had never seen him so agitated.
"I was thinking that I had to marry Lord Feringal," Meralda explained, moving over and taking hold of the man to steady him. "For the sake of my family, if not my own, but now things are changed," she said, looking Jaka in the eyes. "I cannot bring another man's child into Castle Auck, after all."
"Then what?" asked Jaka, still appearing on the very edge of desperation.
"You said you wanted me," Meralda said softly, hopefully. "So, with what's in my belly you've got me, and all my heart."
"Lord Feringal will kill me."
"We'll not stay, then," Meralda replied. "You said we'd travel the Sword Coast to Luskan and to Waterdeep, and so we shall, and so I must."
The thought didn't seem to sit very well with Jaka. He said "But . . ." and shook his head repeatedly. Finally, Meralda gave him a shake to steady him and pushed herself up against him.
"Truly, this is for the better," she said. "You're my love, as I'm your own, and now fate has intervened to put us together."
"It's crazy," Jaka replied, pulling back